November, 2013Back to Top
Core Emotion Series
Core Emotion Series
This series includes one 50-minute Core Emotion session and two 15-minute follow up sessions. Learn about your Core Emotion and then have Eloheim help you integrate it during the follow up sessions! We can use the telephone or Skype (audio only). The sessions will be recorded and emailed to you.
What is the Core Emotion?
The most powerful aspect of a private session with Eloheim is that they can assist you in becoming conscious of your core emotion. Continue Reading…
June, 2013Back to Top
BIG Shift after Private Session
Received by email! I love to see how Eloheim’s teachings work!
One way to describe my unhealed core emotion is “I worry that the uncertain future might put me in this, that or the other crappy situation if give it a chance. I gotta watch out!” Instead of helping me form a complete picture and proceed with discernment, my unhealed core emotion makes it seem like a sneaky gotcha with my name on it lurks behind every spot of uncertainty. Instead of seeing all the possibilities that interest me, I was haunted by the possibilities that frighten me.
To be so constantly wary and distrustful of uncertainty was exhausting and life sapping. I needed to change this way of thinking. But how? If I can convince myself that my unhealed core emotion is only making things up – I thought – I can dismiss it and free myself from the aggravation. Well, Problem was, I could not convince myself that the voice of my unhealed core emotion was making things up. After all, it was pointing out things that could happen that I did not want to happen. How could I do my part to prevent them from happening if I did not keep focus on avoiding them as exhausting as that felt? Sigh. This sucked.
A year and a half ago, I had my first core emotion session with Eloheim. It had been a powerful and transformative session. A year a half later I was a different person and the way my core emotion presented was new and different enough that it occurred to me that it might be helpful to have a core emotion “tune up” with Eloheim. Continue Reading…
July, 2011Back to Top
GUEST AUTHOR: Maya – I Am Transformed!
Dear Veronica, I have to tell you that these books and the audios are in perfect timing for me, I can see how I was lead here! This morning, I was reading the section in Homo Spiritus 2 about how the 2nd chakra is triggered by the 3rd one when we get out there into the world … WOW! I cried, it’s so meaningful to me and this is the work I have needed to do for at least a decade but never knew how to. THANK YOU!!
Here is an email I just sent to the person that initially told me about you:
WOW those Eloheim books … have you read them in detail? They are blowing my mind, cannot believe how much I have transformed since working with the tools in them. Of course, I am still a work in progress, but progress is at super accelerated rate right now
Today on my dog walk, this swan started conversing with me … it started with me feeling sorry for it because it was all alone … then I caught myself and made some short factual statements about the swan. This swan is alone. Period. I’m aware of my tendency to feel sorry for it and to victimize it and to make equal signs about it. Period. This swan is swimming around happily. period. It’s beautiful. period. I love the gracefulness of the swan. Period. I’m aware of me thinking alone equals loneliness. Period.
I kept walking with the dogs and 30 minutes later was back at the lake again … and as I observed the swan again, it started (energetically) to tell me how it was attracting its mate, that it carried a frequency and it was emanating the truth of itself which other swans could pick up from great distances. Another perfect matching frequency swan would then know of his presence and they would eventually meet up. It was all about timing. How cool is that? And then he told me how most humans don’t do that … they don’t stop to check the matching frequencies of each others true selves, instead, they match frequencies with egos and emotions and habits and insecurities.. same frequency. Not soul to soul or truth to truth. That’s how swans always stay together for life, they are super fussy in frequency matching.
Me too these days
Talk about insight and connection!
To be honest, not sure if the swan told me that or it was my soul … well, whoever it was, it was good information and it made sense. It had a nice Aha to it
Wow, this really made me think about how others are always projecting onto us and we to them. Why there is something in everyone we meet that is about us, has to be, otherwise we wouldn’t be connecting at some level. This gives me a new awareness of “What’s in MY lap?” It’s all about matching frequencies and what is out there is ultimately a matching frequency of what is in me. I can acknowledge and appreciate the “good” (WOW, that’s me yay!!) and also love and appreciate the “bad” (Wow, that’s me too!!) recognizing that, at some level, this is all about me, this is something I have created to allow me to learn from and grow in wholeness plus bringing to conscious awareness aspects in myself that I am ready to have a new relationship with and transform.
A couple of weeks later, Maya sent me this email after her first private session with Eloheim:
Thanks so much for the incredible session yesterday.
I used to wonder why I could never feel a sense of long term fulfillment no matter what I did ….. why I kept feeling I needed to do more, work harder, change things in myself … as if there was something intrinsically flawed about me or maybe something was wrong with my DNA or something equally horrid (talk about me being mean to me!) I now know there’s never been anything wrong with me (what a mean perception) but that I had chosen to give away my power by allowing others opinions of me to make me feel bad about myself. Trying to accommodate others opinions and trying to live up to/conform to what I perceived as others expectations was exhausting, frustrating and near impossible. It was like being a puppet on a string, either that or the black sheep rebel. Neither were joyful experiences.
I have since listened to the recording 3 times and WOW!!!!!!!!!!! My life has flashed past me and I can easily see how everything that has ever happened in my life has been placed there so my soul could have this experience. It was great that I already had awareness of my core emotion so that Eloheim could take me so much deeper into the energetics … AND even more great that Eloheim advised me on how to transform it Just knowing makes me feel very empowered. I no longer feel the need for others approval, only mine.
What’s incredibly funny is when I asked if I could change my name for when I attended the Q&A … so that I didn’t have to deal with others opinions of me .. that was so core emotion! I am laughing about this now I won’t be doing that anymore because knowing, emanating and walking my truth, irrelevant of others opinions or preferences, is what is going to bring me fulfillment and satisfaction. No more resisting others preferences, no more pushing against, no more needing to rebel, no more buts … just flowing with the truth of what’s right for me, living it and walking it moment to moment …. And that healed version of me is the Homo Spiritus version of me so I am up for it!
I now get to meet the world with 100% of the truth of me .. wow, that is ease, flow and grace in action; it’s vulnerability as opposed to weakness.
I am emerging out of the cocoon and truly looking forward to the unfolding of the butterfly that is the truth of me. Watch this space
Thank you, thank you, thank you to you and Eloheim!!
P.S. Feel free to add all or part of this as a testimonial
It’s always very gratifying to see Eloheim’s teachings making such a profound impact in others’ lives. Thank you so much Maya for sharing your journey with us!
To read the other installments in our Sharing Sundays series, click here – coming of age ceremony, here – private session experience, here – my favorite Eloheim tool, here – realizations about victim hood, here – my favorite Eloheim tools and here – how Eloheim helped me in Medical School.
Would you like to contribute a story to our Sharing Sundays series? Send an email to [email protected]
June, 2011Back to Top
GUEST AUTHOR: My Private Session with Eloheim
Here is the second entry in our new Guest Author series. The first entry by Randy Sue Collins about her Eloheim inspired coming of age ceremony for her daughter can be read on this page. Would you like to share your experiences with Eloheim and The Council’s teachings? Send an email to [email protected]
Dear Veronica and Eloheim,
Where do I start?!
Since I found you several years ago, the way I live and view my life has become easier, more peaceful and much clearer. The way I act and react has changed. You touched a chord deep inside me, and your methods and tools were exactly what I needed as my next step. As the saying goes, When the student is ready, the teacher will appear and this student was ready for the Eloheim.
Your humor and plain speaking is what drew me in, no esoteric, hard-to-understand speeches from the Eloheim. And I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I truly would love to be a physical part of Veronica’s group and just have conversations every week with her, the Eloheim and the rests of the Council. Ahhhhhhh……bliss.
Anyhow, my favorite eye opening moment was the Core Emotion tool**. I did a session with the Eloheim last year and worked on my core emotion. I have used this tool every single time since then whenever I am triggered by someone. Oh wow, there it is again, my core emotion rising up to bite me, asking to be healed. Each time though, it is smaller and smaller and more easily recognized and released. I am to the point now where when someone does something that used to trigger me, I can stand back and go, “Hmmmm, that used to make me feel like I don’t matter (my core emotion) but now I know I do matter, most importantly, I matter to me and it’s not important to my soul’s growth if they don’t feel the same.”
I can use a work example for you. This most recent event happened about two months ago. Last Fall, we changed departments and supervisors once again. They have moved my position five times in six years because they don’t know where to put us. We have grown and the need for us has grown but the company is still figuring our job out. This last time was upsetting because it felt like we “don’t matter,” again, it’s like we are the unwanted foster children and they just keep putting us somewhere, anywhere to get us out of their hair. I had to work through those feelings and I knew my core emotion was triggered big time but I did it and was able to help one of my other coworkers at the same time.
This last time two months ago I was triggered by a new demand they put on us that no one else has to adhere to, and I could feel those, “I am less than them, I don’t matter” feelings rise up again. It also triggered my control issues at the same time. Instead of stewing for a week, I was able to work through the feelings and be done with them in less than a day. Amazing. I do matter!! I have no control over anyone else, but I can control how I act and react. And I choose to value myself no matter the situation I am in.
I loved this Core Emotion lesson so much I took what I learned and taught it to my spiritual group in a class one night a month ago. I know I did not do as good a job as the Eloheim but I gave them and Veronica full credit for the lesson. I was able to walk one person through the steps so she could find her core emotion which helped the others understand how to do it. Yesterday I heard from my friend in the group that I had helped and she told me she used it to clear her emotions from an upsetting encounter with her sister. She says it usually takes her a long time to calm down and then she just represses it so she can move on. This time she says, “My emotional state dramatically changed.” This time it was crystal clear to her why she was reacting that way. Yippeee, the Eloheim strike again!
From their teachings, I am able to not take on someone else’s emotions and problems as my own. I don’t gather them and keep them anymore. With their humorous take on life, I look at things with a lighter view. And I can help others find their way with the tools too, giving the Eloheim full credit for them. I often remember the analogy they told us about how it was like we were put blindfolded, with the use of one leg and one arm, in a room full of obstacles and given the tail to pin on the donkey which was way over on the other side of the room. That makes me laugh and relax. Yup, that’s me, hopping wily nily through the room, I’ll get there in my own way and time but in the meantime, what an interesting trip! You just gotta laugh!
I could go on and on but I’ll stop now….
Thank you Veronica for being brave enough to put yourself out there and do this for all of us.
I love you all.
Thanks Dorothy! It’s wonderful to hear your story and see how Eloheim’s teachings have helped you. If you are unfamiliar with Eloheim’s Core Emotion teaching, here is the definition:
**Core Emotion (CE)
Your core emotion is a theme present in every thought, action, feeling, dream, hope, experience, and desire. It is present in all moments of your life. Your core emotion is unique to you and unique to this lifetime. Discovering your core emotion often answers long-standing questions such as: “Why does this keep happening?” “Why do all my relationships follow the same pattern?” “Why can’t I get past this blockage in my path?”
Most people experience their core emotion from an unconscious or unhealed perspective. Learning to work with your core emotion from a healed or conscious perspective is often described as “life-changing.” Since the core emotion is present in all aspects of your life, bringing consciousness to the core emotion brings consciousness to all aspects of your life.
The exploration of your core emotion is one of our specialties. We have a specific process for revealing your core emotion and helping you move from an unhealed to a healed relationship with it. Because of the intensely personal nature of this exploration and the time required to fully explore it, we only offer this process through private sessions. For more information, see the private sessions page.
Eloheim and The Council are best know for their straight forward approach and the myriad of specific tools they offer to help us move out of habitual responses and into conscious interactions with our lives. Their book, The Choice for Consciousness, Tools for Conscious Living, Vol. 1 features 22 tools along with over 100 definitions of terms and concepts. The Choice for Consciousness is available from all major, online, book retailers and by visiting this page.
April, 2011Back to Top
What is the opposite of GUILT? What Happens When We Die ~ 4-17-2011
We had a wonderful Q&A with Eloheim last Sunday. Eloheim answered 18 questions (listed below). For some time now, I have noticed that many people are searching for: “What is the opposite of guilt?” so I asked Eloheim to address this specifically.
You can download the entire audio recording and/or watch the webcast replay for $1.99. The link is at the bottom of this post.
REMINDER: I will be interviewed and will channel Eloheim on REFLECT RADIO, Thursday, April 21st at 6:00pm Pacific. Listen free by following this link: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/reflectradio/2011/04/22/a-journey-for-you-meet-veronica-torres-eloheim-channel
Questions answered during this session:
Earlier this year I asked about these burning sensations I was getting in my thighs and you told me it was from one of my other lives. A fellow referred to as Grey Beard who had been wounded in a battle and was no unable to care for himself to too proud and ornery to ask help from any of the village members. I tried telling him it was okay to ask for help. I no longer have the burning sensation but now both knees are very stiff and there is pain in the right thigh when I lay down. You told someone at a recent meeting that pains that we have are rarely from a past life. So is this now ascension symptoms or something else? I’m confused. Thank you.
You have mentioned that you sometimes answer not the question asked rather than the one you wish people had asked… Maybe you could answer the question you wish I would ask? I have been working on soothing alternative expressions with relation to traumatic events keeping me from learning Spanish. I say working, it’s been very interesting. Can I have some more clues because I still can’t even force myself to go back to studying, I just can’t.
My Core Emotion session wiped out my question box. While I am in this pause I’d like to create a big bright me. Bigger than I’d previously wished for, so today I’d like to look at a fun alternate expression or two. I’d like to fold them into my today to create this bigger expression. Would you like to play with this imagination with me please?
In February, my intuition led me to ask out a guy I’d been gradually noticing for the last 4 months or so. He accepted, but despite his assurances that he was interested, I found myself crying a number of times as my “hopes were dashed” – he didn’t call when he said he would, didn’t show up or follow through on tentative planes, and we have only officially met up a scant few times over the last 2.5 months. He says it’s just timing and that it’s not personal, and I know he’s been hurt in the past, and my intuition seems to sense he’s telling the truth. Yet I long / “need” physical contact and more demonstration of interest than he’s shown. Again, my intuition says to hang with it, despite “common perception” that such actions mean he’s not interested.
Is this a lesson for me to detach from “needs” or “desires” in a relationship, like someone eagerly seeking me out, calling more frequently, and physical touch? What is the difference between having conscious needs/desires and being needy? How much of what I think I need do I need to let go of?
I was at an event where someone talked about a cathedral of souls. Is there such a thing?
What happens when we die?
What is the opposite of guilt?
I seem to attract low-vibrational people; they seem to flock to me. What do you suggest I can do to attract a higher vibration of people?
I just wanted to check in and see where I might be resistive.
So when I walk down the street I may see ten people IN A ROW that look down at their feet IMMEDIATELY when they see me. I create stuff like this ALL the time… it started years ago. People will cough when I linger on a negative thought for too long. I get snaps, crackles and pops in my ears. This can occur when I’m at the brink of overeating. The walking signal is related to how I feel about my legs. I have baggage about fairly recent physical changes and I even create people literally calling me retarded, stupid, etc. In fact I created the idiot commentary almost non-stop for a few years. I thought those very direct remarks were over but it occurred last night at a party when I was not exactly sober. A person was literally calling me out as if he knew things about me. I end up meeting people who just “know” that I’m stupid, etc. I know that I’m NOT stupid, and that it’s my baggage. Last night’s signal was a clear indicator of how I’ve been mean to myself in the past and the fact that it came through another person was at first alarming, but then quite empowering FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER – I left that environment immediately and felt very happy that it happened. I’ve never been happy to be called stupid before! So that’s cool. But sometimes I have NO idea why these signals are happening. They can come at random. I’ll just get air pops in my ears. Sometimes my mouse cursor just moves itself. I understand the communication on some level, but not entirely. I wonder if these are bleed-throughs.
I just wanted to say that the last time we spoke I was trying to be comfortable with being in uncertainty with a lot of things including job, place to live, money, and my divorce. And I just wanted to say that I am so proud of how well I did and how I stuck with it ….trying to be comfortable with uncertainty and now I have got a fantastic job and am still enjoying my uncertainty with the rest of the things in my life right now and I feel more confident about being in uncertainty because I saw how i opened up this opportunity with my new job. Question: I am still meditating with the intent to channel. Recently I have been receiving thoughts of ideas that are new to me…or new perspectives of things and it almost seems like so much information that I have to write the ideas down. This is very exciting and I think I am channeling the information but I am not sure if it’s just my imagination or not. Can you tell me if it is my imagination or not? Am I working with a spirit such as you are to veronica or am I just opening to different perspectives? Also, do you have any suggestions on how I could tune in more so that I could work up to direct voice channeling…..that as always been a passion that I have wanted to do.
I was wondering if you might be able to shed some light on something for me. Perhaps this is past-life related, but I seem to experience a negative reaction when seeing what Kerri and myself refer to as “strange farm equipment”. These are typically vehicles or tractors with blades or other tools used for farming attached, that when seen instantly send shivers down my spine. Any insight would be appreciated.
I had a job interview this past week. I felt really good about the position, and I felt myself being able to grow spiritually, being fully conscious and my truth. Unfortunately, I didn’t get the job, which I’m not sure why, and wonder if they might come back to me in some way after the fact….or what am I sensing here? Also, I did notice that regardless, I felt a sense of inner peace over it, which surprised me – given the circumstances. How am I doing in creating the right job for me? What suggestions do you have?
I’ve always believed that my body aches and pains are big road signs that I need to change. I also have believed that transformation and ascension relieves all pain. Is ascension the road to a pain free body?
I have body related question. Feeling differently my left and right sides. The right side is strong, the left one is faded. At the point where neck is connecting to a shoulder feels like a hanging balloon. Also, couple of weeks ago started to have a paint in the lumbosacral plexus. Both pain spots feel very stiff. Could you please give me a read on those.
I have a mentor, who has helped me immensely over the last 3-4 years and continues to do so especially regarding the creation of my career and my future. I’m not sure what I “do” with this relationship, but I notice that I really yearn for her approval and her insight. When I read her email correspondence, I often feel like I’m not able to measure up….No matter what she says I often feel that I am just a “client”, even though I know one can love one’s clients. What are you seeing to help me with this?
Audio from each of our five meetings held in April, 2011
September, 2009Back to Top
ELOHEIM and VISIONARIES 9-9-9
9-9-9 was so powerful I am not sure where to begin with this summary. From the opening moments of the meeting, I knew something big was coming. I actually got up and opened the door as I started feeling really hot. The Visionaries came in first and did a group energy treatment. Then, they started in on their message.
Let me just say, the Visionaries are INTENSE!
They talk non-stop, they move my body around a lot, they are LOUD, and they bring a lot of energy into the room.
I just started playing the video from the meeting and I felt like I needed to move away from the computer! Their energy is so forceful.
Years ago (I remember the night quite clearly) Eloheim told us that there were two modifications made to the free will zone after it was created. Since external modifications to a free will zone sort of negate the whole ‘free will’ part it was a VERY BIG DEAL that these changes were made.
However, it was deemed necessary and ‘approval’ was received.
At that time, Eloheim shared one of the things that was changed and told us that they couldn’t share the other.
Well, the Visionaries decided to share it on 9-9-9.
The entire meeting (aside from the last question) was a discussion of this revelation. The Visionaries turned the meeting over the Eloheim after about 20 minutes and Eloheim told the story from their point of view as well.
Writing these summaries isn’t the easiest thing for me to do and this week is much more challenging that most. What direction do I take this posting? Do I talk about how it feels to channel the Visionaries compared to how it feels to channel Eloheim? Do I talk about the awe I felt when this information was finally shared.? Do I talk about Eloheim sharing that I am healing the core emotion of the collective? Do I talk about how liberating it was to hear Eloheim talk about their “Fuck up” without that meaning a mistake was made? Do I talk about why I wept in amazement after the meeting?
I really don’t know. I guess it will have to suffice to say that this meeting rocked me to my core and you just might like to hear the whole thing.
It was short meeting, only 66 minutes. I could hardly sit up by the time we got to the one hour mark. I was very tired yesterday, but feel like myself today.
Perhaps this quote from one of the group members sums it up:
“I’m very altered from last night. WOW. On the way home my third eye had so much activity and my muscles didn’t want to work. Then after I got home I started to sweat. Interesting night of dreams and teaching all night long. I feel pretty listless this morning still integrating what happened. I would have to say, that was the most phenomenal experience of my life.“
Here is video from the Visionaries.
Audio recordings of the five meetings held in September 2009
April, 2009Back to Top
ELOHEIM: Change is coming, what change do you want in your life? ~ 4-15-09
The Eloheim Channeling meeting held April 15, 2009 was a continuation of the meeting held on April 8th.
This clip is from the beginning of the meeting. Eloheim summarizes the reason for them asking, “What is your superhero power?”
As we move into Homo Spiritus, things will change. As Eloheim has told us many times,
You can’t have change without change.
Part of the coming change is the experience of new ‘abilities’. Eloheim has dubbed these superhero powers. They explained:
You are putting all this transformational energy into being human.
The result of this transformational journey is that things start to be different in your life.
The invitation we extended last week was, “What do you want to have change?” The way we phrased that is, “What do you want your superhero power to be?” Because a different way of experiencing the human form (ie: flying, breathing under water, extra strong, etc) is what you have referred to as ‘being superhero’ in the past.
We could have come up some much more serious way of describing this, but why would we have done that?
We wanted it to be fun!
The focus is to open us up to ‘coloring with more crayons’ and changing our paradigm to include things that we have never experienced before.
The entire meeting is Eloheim talking with different group members about the superhero power that they were attracted to. The process is fascinating. It becomes really clear that the superhero power you are attracted to has what Eloheim has dubbed, ‘the pit’ attached to it.
Two examples which came up (These are summaries, Eloheim is far more detailed and explains them at length in the full meeting):
Superhero power – invisibility. Why choose invisibility? So that I don’t have to deal with other people. “The Pit” – trying to use invisibility as a coping mechanism for the challenges you feel in being human. Becoming conscious of ‘the pit’ and healing what it reveals removes the barriers between you and the actual experience of the superhero power.
Superhero power – teleportation. Why choose teleportation? So that I can easily travel around. “The Pit” – how does your family react to this new ability? Do you keep it a secret? If not, what if your kids start telling their friends? It is important to be conscious of the environment in which your superhero power operates. Are you choosing teleportation as a coping mechanism so you can ‘get away from it all?’
Personally, I have gone through about 12 superhero powers in this process and still haven’t settled on one that doesn’t feel like it is primarily a coping mechanism! The process is VERY revealing about things I want to avoid or areas that I am still healing. It also shows how far I have come in certain parts of my life as I know that the answer to the question, “why do you want that superhero power?” has evolved considerably.
Remember, superhero powers:
Be cautious that you are not choosing a superhero power that is actually a description of your naturally high vibrational state (perfect health, unconditionally loving, abundant, healed core emotion, etc.)
Superhero powers are something ‘out of the box’ and brand new!
I noticed a typo in the title of the You Tube video. I decided to leave it there! It takes about an hour to fix it and I am not inclined to spend that hour in that way. Having spent YEARS as a perfectionist I am happy to say I can leave it there and it won’t even bug me.
4-15-09 93 minutes
What do you want changed?
What are you afraid of that your powers might solve?
Super-Hero Power Guidelines:
-1) It’s Fun
-2) It sounds good on a t-shirt
-3) You haven’t done it before
Phase Two of Super-Hero Powers: The Fears—The Shadow Side of the Desire-Take a deep breathe about all of this – you go in the pit, you work your way out. No big deal. Take a break. It’s all just helping you to sort out the un-healed parts.
Audio recordings of the five meetings held in April 2009
ELOHEIM: Superhero Powers, What’s Yours? 4-8-09
I suspect that we will remember the meeting of 4-8-09 for some time to come. As I write this the following morning, I can still feel the meeting unfolding and the energetic expanding.
Two days before the meeting, Eloheim asked me to send an email to the group asking them to prepare. Here is a portion of that email:
They have made it clear that we need to bring ‘all of our tools’ Wednesday night.
If this email message brings up:
Unhealed Core emotion
A desire for certainty
Bringing the past or the future into this moment
or any of the other things they have been teaching us to transform,
then, deal with it (using your tools) before Wednesday. Ask each other for help if you need to. I would suggest that speculation (although tempting) is not helpful in this situation.
They asked me to email so folks would have a chance to shift any stuff that comes up before hand rather than during the meeting. They want to hit the ground running. They are asking for as much consciousness as we can bring. They aren’t fooling around on this.
Eloheim has taught for some time that we are moving from homo sapiens to homo spiritus. They have also taught that “you can’t have change without change.”
During this meeting, they started teaching us what it is that actually changes during this process of personal transformation.
They did this by asking us:
1. If you had a superhero power, what would your superhero power be? What brand new thing to you want in your life?
2. Why? The why is going to get us where we are going. Let’s call this equivalent to your second level core emotion process. This is as important as your core emotion was when we did core emotions.
3. Now that you have looked at why, answer the first question again as it is very likely you found in your superhero power choice: fear, unhealed core emotion, pattern of trying to cope with life, a desire to change your life in an unconscious manner, etc. Now that you have looked at why, what is your revised superhero power?
There is a shadow side to what you decided your superhero power should be and we want to know that you know what it is! As you start having these new experiences you want to make sure that you are investing in the new experiences that actually further your conscious journey and don’t instead fuel habit.
The temptation is to take a superhero power that will help you keep coping rather than increase consciousness. Because all of your life everything you have been able to do has been a coping mechanism for things you haven’t been able to do.
3. What do you think your superhero power fixes in your life? What problems do you have in your life that it would fix?
4. What do you think is the current block to getting this power?
Some people in the group chose states of being (ie: unconditionally loving) as their superhero power. Eloheim sent them back to the drawing board for a more ‘selfish’ choice and explained:
1. Superhero powers feel fun
2. It is something you are not currently experiencing. It is something you have not ever had. It is not just your healed way of being in the world. STRETCH! It is something new! It is a new crayon in your box!
3. The description of it makes a good t-shirt (this is Eloheim after all)
All of these things may feel ‘pie in the sky’, they feel ‘pie in the sky’ because there is unhealed energy between you and it.
The meeting includes the group offering their choices and Eloheim discussing them. It was quite powerful! Here is a portion of the meeting toward the end.
4-8-09 – 110 minutes
– SUPER-HERO POWERS
–If you could have a Super-Hero Power what would it be?
–What does this tell you about your core emotion? Or
–What is the shadow side of this power?
–What is your revised Super-Hero Power based on this observation?
–What thrills you about having this power?
–How might this separate you from your spiritual journey?
–What is everyone else going to think of you when you are so different?
–What is this teaching me?— Where am I not trying to see the possible color crayons?
–Time to get specific about what different looks like.
–Why are you afraid of coloring with all of your crayons?
–Coping Mechanism – Body protects the survivability.
–Eloheim discusses the Portal that opened last week during the meeting’s discussion.
–Check your fears at the door – Stay in the moment and own your stuff.
–Understanding is over-rated – unnecessary to understand how the rest of the Earth will adapt to Homo spiritus
Audio recordings of the five meetings held in April 2009
March, 2009Back to Top
ELOHEIM: What’s Great about NOW! ~ 3-11-09
Some of the members of the group were discussing the March 2009 channeling from Tobias. John and Marilyn asked if Eloheim could offer a message that talks about, “What is great about now.” So, they did! They are almost (but not quite, this is the Eloheim we are talking about!) speechless in their amazement about what we are experiencing this incarnation.
You are taking a fear based system (a body that is built on protecting) and you are turning it into a system that is built on consciousness.
You are rearranging your relationship to fear in order to completely evolve your experience: quantum leap, evolution, changing to Homo Spiritus, name it what you like.
You are on the very cusp of something that is unprecedented in human history.
Do you have a subject you would like to hear discussed in our group? Feel free to email [email protected]
Audio recordings of the five meetings held in March 2009
February, 2009Back to Top
ELOHEIM: Consciousness and Fear – My Story
Before the meeting of 2-18-09 three interesting things occurred:
1. I forgot to plug in the laptop, so we don’t have video of the first 30 minutes or so. Managing electronics while in an altered state is a tricky proposition!
2. I requested that Eloheim summarize their teachings about fear.
3. I told a story.
The story was about my recent encounter with a police officer. I have been driving for about 26 years and had never been pulled over for a moving violation.
The experience continues to teach me quite a lot!
The officer was tucked in at a four-way stop keeping an eye out for folks running the sign. I saw the officer and actually thought, “Wow, he is looking for people to pull over for running the stop sign.” When he quickly pulled in behind me I thought, “He must have somewhere to go.” When he put on his red light I thought, “He must need me to get out of his way!”
By this time my heart was racing and my body felt so strange. I didn’t have a clue what he wanted or why he had pulled me over. I didn’t know what one does in this situation AND, I kept remembering that Eloheim had used the example of getting pulled over as an example of how to deal with fear.
So, I watched my fear as best I could. It was on the brink of being emotionally overwhelming. However, I really knew that this feeling had a lot to do with my core emotion (everyone has one and mine is ‘fear of being kicked out of the tribe’). I kept watching it and tried to also keep my wits about me.
The conversation with the officer seemed to go on forever, but it was probably only a few minutes. He said that I ran the stop sign. I said that I knew the stop sign was there, felt that I had stopped, and that I had seen him watching the intersection so it is unlikely I would have ran a monitored stop sign.
Then he said the first very interesting thing (I am paraphrasing), “it is strange that we could have such different views on the same event.” Ah, I loved that comment! That put me into a more conscious place immediately. I didn’t find it strange at all. I thought that was the bit that made more sense then anything else that was happening!
You see, I was talking on my cell phone while I was driving. It is legal to talk on your cell hands free in California, but I still felt strange about doing it. Plus, I was leaving a message for a friend who I was ‘worried’ about. I WAS IN LOW VIBRATION.
I feel that I attracted the officer’s attention with my low vibrational state. He saw it as running the stop sign. I saw it as being less than fully conscious of what I was doing.
Once I got that big Aha, things shifted somewhat. I could feel the fear voice saying things like, “this is going to cost you money, you are going to have to go to a class, etc.” But, I knew that it wasn’t about money or time, it was about this moment. So, I focused on what what actually happening right now.
I was able to keep money/time fears at a minimum. The overwhelming adrenaline is another story completely though. Wow, the body response in this situation was so intense!
At some point during our conversation, I heard the small voice say, ‘make the request.’ I asked the officer if he could give me a warning. He then said the second most interesting thing of the conversation, he said, ‘How can I give you a warning for something you don’t think you did?’ I LOVED THAT RESPONSE! It was so conscious.
I replied that I would consider this driver’s training 25 years later and I promised to be more conscious about stopping fully at stop signs.
He said, OK, and let me go with a warning.
Whew! Shortly thereafter my cell phone rang. After stopping the car (!) I answered. It was a good friend saying, “My husband just saw you get pulled over on the plaza and I want to make sure you are ok. I am hosting a meeting at my house in five minutes, but I knew I had to call right away!”
Which goes to show:
1. Sonoma is a small town.
2. I have great friends.
3. I didn’t get kicked out of the tribe! (ah, the healing of the core emotion, such a powerful process)
The residual processing of the body’s reaction to this was much more difficult to process than the actual experience. I was in a lot of discomfort for the remainder of the evening. It has taught me so much that I am actually grateful for it now, but WOW was it hard at the time.
Audio recordings of the four meetings held in February, 2009