The other day a friend of mine made a very interesting observation. She said, “I don’t get you. You have such a fiery personality and are ‘A Force of Nature’ getting things done, yet when you channel you must surrender to the process. I have never understood how you can be both of those things.”
Well, she really hit the nail on the head with that one.
One way I manage this is practice. I have held almost six years of weekly channeling meetings. That is a LOT of practice. Additionally, this is a BIG place of healing for me and it is a major component of my own Spiritual Journey. Moving from “doing” to “being” is a big part of what is going on for me now.
I had a Lifeline Session with Tammas Hamilton about two weeks ago. It was incredibly powerful. The main insight I gained from the session was the idea that Control and Creativity are at either end of a spectrum. When I become conscious of trying to be in Control (of my experience), I now know that there is an opportunity to be Creative waiting there for me. I just have to be conscious enough to move out of my habitual “doing” and open to “being” so I can access that creative place.
As a “Doer” or Force of Nature as my friend likes to say, there has been a great deal of satisfaction with “getting things done MY WAY.” A lot of the time that worked out just fine. However, as the energetics change and as I raise my vibration, it becomes very clear that “control” is a low vibrational state.
Releasing into creativity is a high vibrational state.
Actually “being” in the creative state and realeasing the habitual response of control is my current place of growth or, as another friend puts it, “that’s what’s up for healing right now.”
Eloheim and I have had quite a few conversations about this whole process and I would like to share some of their insight.
As we said in the last blog post, there is a big difference between thinking and insight. One of the main differences is the vibrational level. If your vibrational level is to remain high, insight from your Soul needs to become a main source of illumination.
The first reaction to this concept we anticipate is something along the lines of, “you mean I can’t use my thinking to figure things out?”
Thinking and figuring things out has been a place of pride for you. It gives you feelings of success. It separates you from the animals. It has made you, “YOU”. Again, the concept of “I think, therefore I am” is reveals how important thinking is in your culture.
Now, there is a higher way of being in your world. Thinking is no longer the top rung of the ladder. It is not the ultimate tool for experieincing yourself. There is a new way.
This new way of experiencing yourself is being guided by insight from your Soul.
Right away, you will probably try to understand this. Know now, this cannot be understood by the mind. This is a completely different way of experience illumination and the mind has no place in it.
Also know that you cannot “control” this process the way you could direct your thinking. This process involves being creative (open) about receiving insight. Insight can just pop into your brain, it can come from the song on the radio, from the words of a friend, from the book you are reading, from an error message your computer gives, from the license plate of the car in front of you, from a “conicidence”, from a pain in your body, from the plant in your garden, from the smile on your child’s face….see how creativity is involved?
Instead on controlling how you get insight, you relaxing into being open to allow the creativity of your Soul to provide you insight.
As you become conscious of this process, the mind will want to understand it. Demanding understanding is another form of control. Allow insight to flow and don’t block the flow by demanding to understand how it all works. Just enjoy this new way of being. This new way of being that reinforces a high vibrational state!
For me, a radical form of allowing the flow of insight is to move ahead with a book of the Eloheim materials. This is a process which I cannot control! Every time I work on it, it is a process of creativity and of healing the habitual response of “doing” within myself. Just getting to the point to make this further surrender into creativity has been a huge healing.
We are already having a good time with the book and I will post updates on its progress.
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