This was a VERY powerful session and included fascinating information about a new relationship to time and a new portal to interact with our alternate expressions.
Guardians: There is a new tension that we’re feeling. [Later in the meeting, it was determined that the tension was about a new opening.] In your explorations, don’t look too far ahead. Take small steps, and close-by steps. Then re-evaluate. What is powerful is your focus, your attention, defining what matters to you, and where you are pointed. Then steps will arise to meet you. Allow “now” to be your focus. Allow “what is” to be where you place your attention. Being in “I am willing” and “what is true now” opens the doors.
Visionaries: There is a need for consciously monitoring your trajectory throughout the day. Trajectory is not outcome; it is a pointing. But after pointing, let your focus be on the moment. “Where am I?” Focus on what IS, not about wishing things were different than they are. Be clear where you are pointed because being off by even a small amount will create a larger diversion down the road. So, as you watch your trajectory throughout the day, adjust it every time you notice when it’s off. (You can visualize a picture of what going in and out of your trajectory looks like.) This means monitoring your interactions with others and with yourself. Notice your reactions to your experiences. Fears, habits, etc. will pull you off the original trajectory; consciousness will correct it. Choose and choose again. Allow the “now” to be revealed more deeply to you. This is an attentiveness that only you can choose into.
Eloheim: We feel a great opening occurring. We imagine the ceiling up here having a big circle. And on the other side of the circle is an opening into another place or portal where you can access your soul. It’s a kind of sparse, white space, a kind of laboratory where you participate in the experiment of being you. You connect with your soul there and integrate all your alternative expressions. You are not just ascending your current lifetime, but all of them. So you will get bleed throughs: thoughts, problems, anxieties, insights. In this new space, you can meet your alternative expressions in oneness, as well as relate to them as separate creations.
But this “now” moment is the most important. As you work with the bleed throughs, don’t be pulled out of “now.” This is all about being the truth of you, not about being in distraction. Go into “what is.” Stay the course. The tension we feel – the tension of a coiled spring – is this tension of having to watch every moment. You have to know where you are, especially for this bleed through process. You need to keep using the tools to take you back to “now”. Attend to what your alternative expressions bring up, but attend to it from this moment. Watch your trajectory. Be “on it” all of the time. And, like anything, this takes practice. And, energetically, you’re new beings all the time, so an alternative expression doesn’t need to be another lifetime; it can be childhood in this lifetime. Whatever comes up, if it is loud, have a conscious relationship to it.
Realize there is no certainty, and there is no syllabus and no grades at the end. There is a difference between “story” and “exploration.” Being exploratory is evaluating “what is true now,” and being in the fascination of your current experience. “Story” is every time you focus on the past or future; you let go of the moment you are in and lose all contact with yourself.
Your “big thing” and your familiar suffering won’t be as much fun anymore because you’ve crossed a threshold. If you find yourself in them, use “I’m tempted to do things I’ve done in the past.” Remember the tool of “I don’t know,” which connects you to infinite possibilities. You can consciously connect with the fact that infinite possibilities exist, but you really know nothing about them, and that’s OK. Focus on what is true now.
Manipulation of time: The longer you can stay in the now, in fascination, it changes time so that it hasn’t really passed for you, as it has for others. It’s like the theory of relativity. Aging stops, or slows. Focus on staying with the encompassing feeling that’s in the present. You change things, not by being in outcome, but by changing who you are inside.
Interactions: Add what you have “now.” Don’t shake shoulders. Simply express your truth with no attachment to how it’s heard.
Six sessions held in March, 2013
This package includes audio of all six and video of five sessions. (Sebastopol sessions are audio only).