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List of questions answered during the September 2012 Q&A with Eloheim

Well, I don’t even know where to start about the last two weeks things have changed so much so I will just get to it. I would like to know basically where am I and a little clarity about what I am currently releasing and why, after feeling like I was never going to move again, do I suddenly want to get my work all caught up by the end of the year and why am I suddenly looking around at my house like I am going to be moving soon because I do not have any current inclination or inspiration to move so I am not sure where all this is coming from. Basically, I feel like I am falling back into Oneness or going Bat Shit Crazy and I am not exactly clear about which one I am leaning towards so any general clarity would also be welcome.

I am used to saying that I never have any physical problems, until recently. This week I developed my second problem – a left-foot periodic sharp pain. It has not obvious cause. Please tell me anything you can about that. I still have my upper-right shoulder pain for a couple of months now.

I am in the process of clearing and cleaning. I acknowledge that releasing things will help my emanation.
Please help me focus my energy on clearing my abundance from those things I have outgrown completing and doing.

I am experiencing a hard time with staying balanced when interacting with my family. I have looked at the dynamic a lot and I would love it if you could guide more in regards to this subject….what I have found through my own discovering is that I have a very hard time staying centered whenever I see someone having a hard time. I immediately want to help because I think if that were me I would want someone to help me. I know I am the creator and I think maybe where the misalignment in me is that I wrestle with watching someone in hard times and to just say to myself they are a creator..this is what they want….I can’t seem to lean into that comfortably…I am experiencing this daily when interacting with my family…I keep creating it…all I want is to heal myself from the pain I feel when watching them.

Would you talk about the difference between reacting and being spontaneous? Sometimes I think I am being spontaneous and the negative response from others makes me wonder. I want to be spontaneous with guidance from my highest self.

Would you speak to this weird fear I uncovered about breaking through the illusion and rediscovering that I am the One and finding myself lonely or alone. I know it doesn’t make sense but there it is.

Quite a number of years ago, I was the sole programmer of an add on for a video game, which was played by quite a number of people. Occasionally, I would pop into a game server, convey my role as the creator of the game, and inquire as to what people thought of the game, what they liked and/or didn’t like, and what suggestions they would make for future updates.

Upon doing this, there was not a single instance in which I was NOT accused of lying. “Yeah.. right..”, and “You’re not the creator!”, they would exclaim–as if there was no conceivable way that a game creator would jump in an experience the game which they had created, and mingle with the others experiencing it as well.

About a month ago, I had recalled these moments, out of the blue, while I was in bed attempting to fall sleep. I laughed as I thought them because there was an absolute KNOWING that I was the creator in those instances–After all, i really DID create that game–and how could others dismiss it or simply not have the capacity to believe it? This struck a chord with reality. After all, is this not what reality really is? .. A game we are all creating and experiencing together? Drawing upon that experience of KNOWING (and I mean REALLY KNOWING) I was a creator in those instances, I felt it then, in the now, about the things happening in my life. My perspective shifted, and for about a day or two, I lived with this knowing that I was the creator of my own life, and I felt it. You could not trigger me if you tried. I felt loved and supported by the universe in every decision I made, or thought that I thought.

And then, suddenly, I lost that feeling. How do I get back to this place? Even attempting to recall these events I have not been able to get back there. Is there anything you can share about this experience?

Five sessions held in September, 2012

This package includes audio of all five and video of four (Sebastopol sessions are audio only).