April 2, 2023

– GUARDIANS: Living the clarity that there is an alternative to P in our own experience, and observing that society is deeply mired in P are happening in parallel. There will be a larger gap between these two things unfolding. A gap not just between living in A vs P but a larger gap in the experience within ourselves vs that of being weighed down by the experience of society. They will feel more divergent in a way that 80% of will feel like a relief and 20% off more intense, the 20% being the pain/weight from more clearly seeing the suffering P imposes on the collective heart.

– VISIONARIES: The GB nervous system does not need to process what is sensed from the collective. Matching energy with P does not help anyone. Believing guilty thoughts about not matching energy with P does not help anyone. Recognizing that P’s influence is optional, and emanating that by abiding steadily in that truth as Presence helps all.

– WARRIOR: Where is P hiding? Be on the lookout, not complacent. Homework: find ways P is still affecting 5 relationships in our lives that we have not surrendered. It may be subtle or not. Allow the ability to abide as Presence within the awareness of these lingering P hooks dissolve or transmute them. Allow ourselves to see that this transformation is not a big deal once we commit to applying consciousness to it.

– FRED: A staircase has pivots and landings (up, up, up, land, pivot, up, up, up…). We have been on a landing for a while. The next step is walking up the ability to abide in the collective energy free of P interjection. Being in A with the energy of the collective available to us is now the “resting posture”. Integrating the revelation of collective as A while keeping P out of it even while going through the disorienting uncertainty of it is the step we are on.

– ELOHEIM:
– Council has been serious, fierce, somber today … because with the collective engaged and the collective-heart pain/weight impossibly burdened under P being so accessible, the honest evaluation of that is a somber affair. But it is not a hopeless affair. Its a recognition of the truth of the moment, the truth that P is simply being revealed as it truly is.

– A perceives, and has compassion for, the blindness of P dominance without matching energy with it. Jesus’ “forgive them for they know not what they do” is a striking hallmark of this.

– At the of the day, kindness is the stable path. In this kindness, there is a compassionate awareness of the collective as Presence without naivety or denial about P’s influence in the world.

– MAGS, GIRLS, MATRIARCH, VERONICA: collectively bring a message of hope and understanding. A message that is mostly energetic. We have entered a new revelatory phase that brings forth an opportunity to open a doorway into a fulfillment of promise hinted at and dreamed of yet not wagered on with any confidence. There is a door that has been overlooked, the opening to you. An opening to our capacity for evolutionary change. The opening to this has been restricted by doubt – “you will never get it, understand it” etc. The truth is “P will never get it, understand it” but we are not taking P with us so buying this doubt only keeps us tethered to P, held back by doubt. There is no need to allow this doubt to restrict our next phase. Our A eyes are open. None of these doubts apply to where we now are. Look through the illusion of this doubt and open the door that is hiding in the plain sight. Thank you for our willingness and persistence.

April 12, 2023

Eloheim and the Angelic Visitor

– Eloheim on a new unfolding Veronica is experiencing: being aware of thinking, feeling in a new way; being aware of thoughts, feelings occurring from a new distance, without being compelled to inhabit them, or being automatically animated by them. E expects this will become more and more obvious to everyone as surrender of identity ripens in everyone.

– Identity, the belief of “who I am”, is undergoing VCS. Feeling profoundly new and different within the role-play of life is often how this shows up. The way we experience ourselves stops being based on an externalized evaluation from social/cultural conditioning and expectations, and starts being from within the awareness of being profoundly different in the activities and interactions of life as identity undergoes VCS.

– Being aware of feelings, rather than feelings being who we are: this does not make us cold and unfeeling. To the contrary it allows the nervous system to be more appropriately used for what it should be, rather than it being habitually overwhelmed and manipulated by static and baggage.

– No longer letting P drive our day through the energy of doubt. Being aware of where P shows up as the “habitual doubt place” but not letting nervous system automatically inhabit/engage that doubt place.

– Things that have been stuck no longer feel stuck even though tangible profound change may not be externally obvious. It does not need to look profoundly different to recognize that movement is happening. There is movement, transformation being revealed in this year of revelation. No need to control or understand this movement and transformation, just be deeply present to experiencing and observing it; watch it move.

– The nature of “stair-case movement” in this level 12+ phase we are now in is more like a series of wide landings rather than a series of little steps. Plop, settle, plop, settle. Settling and integrating is important as we are now no longer doing this work just for our self but for the collective as well. The transformation we are making is impacting beyond our GBs. No need to rush through each step onto the next. Rather being present to sinking in and integrating each landing and letting it unfold, and acknowledging there is movement without having to tie it to change other people can point to for it to be valid.

– Being aware of GB activity less as “something I am doing” as an identity/role, to “an unfolding/happening within Presence-Awareness” is part of the identity shift/VCS.

– The more we surrender P the more the movement of transformation ripples into all aspects of our lives, even if its not immediately tangibly obvious. Be present within the inner sensing of this movement rather than being dominated by doubt based on external appearances, or what can be proved to others. Sensing this movement dissolves the psychological distortion of “abiding as A” seeming like a “fixedness”, rigidity, or tightness.

– Angelic visitor with a massive energetic presence: They come to speak words that carry the energy for transformation, so we may own the potential that our presence on this planet at this time affords. They don’t need to use words but use their vibration to transmit the energic support they bring. The visitor pushes an energetic update to the energy grids of the planet to support and facilitate the movement we are in.

April 16, 2023

– The divergence between living with P in charge, and living peripherally observing P wanting to be in charge, is increasing.

– This divergence is also showing up as the contrast between the particular “hill 42” where P has concentrated its last stand shrillness, and the rest of the “hills” where P is barely there. The divergence is also highlighted by observing how dominant P is in all the hills of wider society vs just in particular “hill 42″s in our lives.

– Everyone has their version of the “hill 42” where P is focusing its last stand: “hill 42” is typically either more vicious habitual static/baggage, older habitual static/baggage, or habitual patterns of thinking/feeling that are connected to UCE in some way.

– It is important to recognize the “hills” where P is barely there to counterbalance the habit of over overlooking this by getting sucked into the P shrill on “hill 42”. On “hill 42” P can be really ugly and nasty in pulling on deep insecurities and fears.

– The key is to recognize how ridiculous P gets in this, and treat it as ridiculous instead of falling for it. Easier said than done but it is essential. We already have training in the “how ridiculous does it have to get” muscle so we can use it in drawing the line on P’s “hill 42” encroachment into our nervous system.

– P is not powerful, only persistent. It only has the power we give it. P attack lobs on “hill 42” come as thoughts; thoughts that become grenades if empowered with our engagement and belief. If it’s treated as just a thought you watch pass by without engagement or belief the grenade is neutralized into a dud.

– In the “hill 42” dynamic, its vital to catch where we are constantly empowering P through habitual engagement with static thinking, patterns, and UCE and instead of that, “watching it happen” rather than “engaging with it happening”. In this, we have to be willing to be uncertain about what comes next, to be willing to let go of the temptation to engage thoughts or feelings to manufacture fake certainty about what comes next.

– Surrender the favorite-familiar-thinking that arises on “hill 42”! Let go of the self-induced suffering from believing and engaging with P’s “hill 42” shrill nonsense and conclusions. Shrill nonsense and conclusions that are a ploy to distract from the truth that deep presence and “I don’t know” is the answer.

April 26, 2023

– Inwardly observing the “hill-42” static rather than engaging with it, or acting on it, has been a major breakthrough for Veronica and several others on the call. It has led to the VCS of the hold of “hill-42” static greatly loosening even though external circumstances have not changed.

– This radical inner VCS illuminates that internal shifts do not need to be driven by changes in the external circumstances even on the “hill-42” topic. Waiting on the external to change first is a P path full of false promises and shifting goalposts.

– The VCS from this “observing not engaging” also expands our perspective into noticing the old “hill-42s” that are no longer that (“hill-41”). This further loosens the hold that the current “hill-42” has.

– We are looking for the big P driven static to be stuff that we observe come-and-go inwardly, like passing clouds, without engaging with it, acting on it, or having it tell us what who we are. Abiding in observation of P, as A, rather than inhabiting P.

– We can abide with the truth of what-is, e.g. sick or transitioning loved ones, without engaging with P’s “I suck”, resistance, judgements, blame, shame etc that don’t do anybody any good. P is not trying to truly make things not-suck or better. If it was it would have already.

– Abiding in observation is like a combination of “duh” and “adventure”, or “duh” and “discovery”

– Watch out for P claiming that surrendering shaking-shoulders, worrying, or wanting to control others is “not caring anymore”. Don’t let P define for us what “caring” looks like. The most truly caring thing to contribute is emanating the truth, peace and presence of a steady non-P state.

– Visitor: A very long-lived, sentient, multi-billion year, “comet-like” being: travels around the universe in an eons long journey. Wants to share that a human life is so short from their perspective — a spark in the flame that is the Soul — yet it such a vitality important thing. The visitor reminds us that from our relatively shortlived human-life perspective its easy to imagine that everything matters so profoundly yet when you string together countless, extremely profound events they all fall into a coherence. It’s that coherence that matters. It’s easy to imagine “hill-42” is all that matters when we are all up in it, but when we step back its just one of the hills within the total coherence that is the whole lifetime. It all fits into a grand scheme of things and feeling the energy, resonance, of that coherent grand scheme of things will be helpful to us. The billion year perspective the visitor brings is: Every piece of it is meaningful, AND together the combined meaning is actually THE meaning.

May 7, 2023

GUARDIANS:
– Feeling “under the weather”, unusual symptoms, “detoxy”, is a theme recently because body-gets-it-last (BGIL) is in full swing now.

– Part of BGIL is that the body – GB – starts to be a priority above thinking, emotions, plans and regrets, static and baggage, etc, all of which have been coopted by P for its own use while dragging the GB along. Until now.

– This does not mean engaging what thinking imagines and believes the body/physicality is, or is for. Rather it is relating to the actual visceral experience of the physicality of the GB, without listening to any P static in the experience even if it is heard.

– The landscape of experiencing the GB is now up as the place where VCS is unfolding. BGIL means “we first get to experience our GB, rather than first getting to experience P” in ways we have not experienced before.

VISIONARIES:
– The urge to move and relate to the body in new ways, or exercise, etc, is up and loud for many. This is emerging from P no longer being in charge of the process of how our uniqueness is physicalizing.

– Our uniqueness has a physical component which P has dominated the expression of. We now get to experience and explore the physical component of our uniqueness without P filtering.

– Having a GB is unusual and we did not need it to experience earth. We have a GB because there are important non-P reasons for that. These non-P reasons are, FINALLY, getting to be revealed as we open into a non-P experience of physicality, Big-B-Body, and GB.

– VCS is unfolding in the GB and how the GB experiences the world: What a fine thing to have reached this moment!

WARRIOR:
– Being aware of the GB, and the fact that the GB will die, are very reactively associated together in the P experience of the GB. Being aware of the GB immediately leaps into the SI of “the GB will die”. There is no gap between them unless you work on there being a gap.

– SI is very noisy and default in the P experience of the GB. P camps in SI, gatekeeping and limiting a VCS in the experience of the GB. Everyone has this and it keeps us in outcome.

– It is now important to become more sensitive to the feeling of how SI is playing out in us. Recognizing where the P-urge to tell us how things are going to play out for us is still getting bought into.

– To be deeply present without SI active means abiding as the “I don’t know” of Schrödinger cat’s “neither alive nor dead”.

FRED:
– We wanna say “At last the GB gets it!”, “At last the GB is it”, “At last the GB gets to be it”.

– The GB gets to be first instead of all the thinking, emoting, worry, anxiety, etc, that the GB gave us a vehicle to explore while holding our uniqueness.

– Now that all that P stuff has quietened down, our uniqueness in the vessel of our GB is what gets to be explored! That’s the deal folks!

– We have said “If you grew a third-arm we would have to remind you to use it”. Well, we are there now! We are going to keep it short today as that is all we need to say today but there will be more from us on this soon no worries!

VERONICA + ELOHEIM:
– Veronica talks about a choiceless urge to get some creek water while abiding in the hot tub and the nature around it. An urge which E immediately confirmed but did not direct. Veronica got some creek water which now sits on her desk.

– Eloheim: This is an invitation to engage with the Big-B-Body in a new, present, way without outcome and will be unique for everyone. Now that P is not in charge of physicality, we are invited to pay attention to how our uniqueness, embraced by our GB vessel, experiences and explores the world. What do we notice? What is our attention drawn to? That is today’s question.

– When stuff is going on in our GB – pain, “under the weather”, etc – more important than what is going on is how we are within the experience of what is going on. How we are in it. P or Presence?

– There is always a temptation to be in outcome when exercising, taking your supplements, eating better, etc. The invitation now is to abide in the choiceless clarity to do these things while doing them, rather than abiding in the outcome of what will come from them which is only P limitation.

– The point of all this is finding the place where our uniqueness is experiencing and exploring our physical vessel without P

– Many people in the meeting mention having some kind of new experiences in their peripheral vision. E invites exploring this without turning our heads, and as an invitation to deepen in Presence within GB sensory awareness not limited or overridden by P outcome and “next!” tunnel-vision-fixation.

– E on Part 2: The rest of the council (Girls, Mags, Matriarch) will be in Wed May-10 meeting as Veronica needs some rest and recuperation.

May 10, 2023

MAGS:
BGIL is an unveiling, a pulling away of the wool from our eyes. A recognition that something has been blocking experiencing the truth of our uniqueness, and that “something” is observable and surrenderable at this time. We can see its desire, temptation, to influence us, and can own our power to not cooperate with it, to set it aside. Stripping it away. Unveiling.

This unveiling, stripping away, can have us feeling a bit naked, exposed, raw. It can bring up stuff. However the P-life has not been a cake walk anyway. Feeling a little raw, a little exposed, does not have to feel like a worse or hard way, just different. As we navigate and own this unveiling, we can expect it to be revelatory and transformational, held lightly to not be in outcome. We are on the edge of being that which has not been before.

The opportunity here is to stand consistently in the realization, ownership, the reliance on the reality of non-P state (Presence, choiceless-choice, tidy-timing, etc). If something feels awkward, confusing, treat like its hill42 and observe the temptation to be in it in that way, without inhabiting it and activating your SI and UCE. Observe it like you watch something on TV or people watch when you are at the mall.

This may feel different than when observing someone getting some cotton candy since its an internal urge but we are telling you its the same thing. It’s the same thing because the “you” the internal urge tempts us to inhabit is another version of you that was dominated by personality. Another version of you, and dynamic, that our uniqueness is no longer caught up as, no longer inhabits as you already know where that road goes.

It’s a simple thing that’s challenging to execute because it’s so deeply ingrained in every little piece of the way we have navigated every single lifetime, since we started having incarnations on Earth. And the freedom from that is a big deal. Grabbing that freedom is a simple act done over and over until it becomes natural, the new default. Observing the temptation into hill42 “as over there someplace” but not engaged with as the combo of your uniqueness and the GB shape we perceive as our vessel.

Our uniqueness perceiving our vessel without patterns and filters engaged is a whole new thing. Defaulting to this observational place is inhabiting the vessel in a new way, with new eyes. The physical body is the gift, and vessel, that allows us to perceive the Big-B-Body. A vessel we are only now starting to inhabit authentically consistently without personality screaming at us from the corner. We will find a lot is there well beyond things like illness and health etc., and other ideas of what the body is for. The truth of what the vessel provides in the journey of the surrender of P and abiding in A.

GIRLS:
We are in this new transitional time where we are bringing in a lot of new energy and new information. Also different language (e.g. vessel instead of GB) to alert that things are different, things are changing. The change in language is not casual. One of the reasons for this change is to alert us that our physical vessel is being occupied, and partnered with, by us in a new way. Level 12!

P paradigm says “You are your body”, and while this makes sense in the P paradigm, it needs to no longer make sense in order for us to continue to move out of the P paradigm. We are at this moment where we are moving out of using the GB to identify/define ourselves to ourselves, and instead recognizing that our uniqueness is inhabiting a vessel and that partnership is on an exploration. What this does is that it starts to create some distance from the definition of the body that we have always used.

Our uniqueness, which is undefinable, infinite and immortal, inhabits a vessel that allows for exploration of physicality. An opportunity that our uniqueness is profoundly grateful to the vessel for.

As our uniqueness inhabits the vessel in this new way, freed from previous definitions, assumptions about the body, we can have a new different relationship to the entire thing than we have ever had before as our uniqueness partners with the vessel for exploration.

ELOHEIM:
Your uniqueness is inhabiting your vessel: all of it is a way to break up the way physicality (body and Big-B-Body) has been experienced, expressed, and explored. Moving out from using the body for definition and identity (“I am this!”), into recognizing that this vessel supports my uniqueness – which can’t be defined – exploring. This gives the opportunity to have physical life respond to our uniqueness in ways that will seem miraculous.

Our uniqueness is the infinite and immortal part of us, that experiences the vessel and abides as Awareness (rather than living in a GB in P). Vessel is what we have perceived as the GB, but there is a lot more to it than that. Awareness is the unfiltered experience of our uniqueness inhabiting the vessel experiencing and exploring physicality (rather than P being the way we experience and explore everything). Our uniqueness is much more than can ever be imagined so don’t try to imagine it. Instead, acknowledge it.

Having a human vessel is an amazing gift; it carries us along so we can experience and explore and perceive.

The information we are sharing today, and the energetics that accompany it, is a potentiation of concentrated, explosively transformational energy. If we can own and live the truth of our uniqueness partnering with the vessel for exploration it explodes with new potentials.

We have cracked off enough P that we are starting to see the shape in the marble and because we are not actually a sculptor the new shape in the marble emerges in a “Big Bang” kind of way. The shape of how our uniqueness inhabiting our vessel becomes a profoundly different way to experience physicality and life on Earth.

Be cautions about not letting P, thinking tell us what uniqueness and vessel is. P will want to tells us we already know what the word vessel refers to, because the imagining is that the vessel refers to the GB. What if the GB is only part of the vessel? What if the GB is not even part of the vessel? We don’t want to talk about that tonight; we want you to not think about that.

As we get to the point where personality can be observed rather than lived then the experience of your uniqueness inhabiting your vessel gets to be done without personalities influence. Not once accidentally like a rare supernatural feat that cannot be repeated, but consistently lived. Legitimately experiencing the truth of the vessel, and legitimately encountering what the point of having a vessel was. Legitimately experiencing what the vessel means, and what it is like to experience physicality, separate from what personality has imagined.

MATRIARICH
Wow, very very beautiful. We feel you all have made a big step closer to the vision of you that we have always seen, and always held to be true for you. The vision of you living as the truth, the movement, the reality of you.

Your uniqueness can express! Your uniqueness can express! … We are going to leave it at that for now to be considerate of Veronica but E says to tell you they promise to say more about this soon. Much love, many blessings and goodnight for now.

May 21, 2023

— When our uniqueness’ inhabiting of the vessel is not filtered through P, we open the door to experiences that have not been had before. When no longer hamstrung by P, our uniqueness gets to emanate, create, and impact in ways it has not had the ability to do.

— The human vessel is purposefully a vehicle for intense experience in physicality in all kinds of ways that are quite different/opposite from the noncorporeal experience. An intensity that offers an opportunity for transformation, evolution and revolution in the experience of being sentient, of being a Soul.

— In the tide-of-P, the intensity and amnesia of the experience of physicality was processed through SI giving rise to predominance of lifestyles and lifepaths built around coping with the intensity and uncertainty. Now, we are turning into the intensity rather than inhabiting P to cope with it. Instead of “Omg, this place is intense but I don’t want to die (SI) so I stay and cope (P)”, we now place emphasis only on the first part without the P SI and coping parts. “This place is intense, AND.” Uncertainty, intensity is not wrong. Relating to it differently, without P, is what we are doing now.

— So why do we have a body, especially given how limiting it is compared to the noncorporeal experience? For the opportunity to transmute physicality. As our nervous system and sensory system comes into the reality of the unfiltered-by-P state of being, it allows our uniqueness (which is infinite and immortal) and vessel to collaboratively impact physicality, and discover a state of being that has not been explored. Experiencing the vessel in intensity, unfiltered by P, is an evolutionary experience and opportunity not to be missed – Don’t miss it!

— The odds of coming into intense density, duality and limitation under amnesia and succeeding in transmuting physicality rather than just getting lost in the intensity and amnesia were not high, but it was worth a try. Where we have already reached now is like having the winning powerball lottery ticket in hand. With our uniqueness unbounded by P while experiencing the vessel, the resources that we will have access to are unlimited. We have been able to live without P constantly distorting our experience – this now frees capacity for other things to happen.

May 24, 2023

— Continuing with the three phases highlighted in the last meeting: (1) This place is intense! (2) but I don’t want to die (SI) (3) I better start coping with being here: The third phase is all P. Over the lifetimes, P has gotten cleverever and cleverer at coping. Our work started on addressing this; realizing where we are coping and addressing the underlying P issues and dynamics, and evolving the relationship to SI.

— Now, we are engaging just the first part – This place is intense, period. “Intense” here isn’t about adrenaline, or negative/hard/rough. Rather “Intense” could also be “Uncertain”, tying in to everything we have explored about abiding in uncertainty.

— What if P is no longer filtering the experience? All the limiting and fear-based equal signs P associates with “Intense” e.g scary, bad aren’t part of the conversation. Allowing unfiltered experiences at least part of the time if not all of the time, and the opportunity to experience and explore physicality as uniqueness inhabiting the vessel.

— When P is not in charge, we have reality unfiltered, and our uniqueness, inhabiting the vessel experiencing and exploring Presence. We evolve the relationship to SI by not engaging/believing fearful thinking about the future. Instead, we are experiencing and exploring this now, Presence, in collaboration with the vessel. This becomes the mechanism when P is not in the picture, and leads to the unfolding of revelation after revelation, unbounded. It is literally boundless. This is what we want to focus on today, and all of this is headed towards the experience of physicality being vastly changed.

— Every “subatomic particle” is tidy, and there is a cohesion to that tidiness such as trees, people, etc, and these cohesions are also “tidy”. The definition of “tidy” cannot be assigned by P – it is an inherent part of the system. The interpretation of tidiness by P creates distortion. Distortion is not inherent.

— The temptation is to take something you say “I know X is bad, “not-tidy” – and try to backfill it to make it tidy. Don’t do that. The underlying nature of reality is tidiness. Cumulative tidiness is cohesion. Your impact on cohesion is made by how much P you are able to surrender, and once you have surrendered P how you are able to be creative in the expression of your uniqueness in cohesion all facilitated by the vessel and the gift that the larger physicality (Big-B-Body) will give us when no longer interpreting physicality through P.

— There is a Japanese artform “Kintsugi” where broken ceramics are put back together with gold. This is a symbolism for the energy we are talking about. The idea that change occurs, and I am going to be creative in the change and express into the change cohesion in a new form.

— Our vessel offers our uniqueness an opportunity to interact with tidy cohesion of all kinds of different forms, and to have influence on that cohesion that we do not yet understand or experience. This brings VCS into the experience of physicality in BGIL.

— A VCS in the experience of physicality can only happen in Presence. The vessel is never actually in yesterday, or tomorrow, only in the here now. Presence.

— It’s not about doing or not doing things, it’s about saying no to how P wants us to be, within, while doing or not doing those things. It’s about allowing our uniqueness unfiltered by P to have a perspective on the moment, rather than inhabiting P’s reactivity to the moment (Note also we said “perspective” not “words”, “thoughts”). Fully inhabiting the reality of undistorted now, as it is, not as P interprets it, or thinks it is.

— P has constantly distorted our experience of the inherent tidiness of reality. As the experience of reality is no longer distorted by P, the inherent tidiness is revealed and feels like “Wow, Duh!”. What is tidy for one does not have to be tidy for another. It does not have to be one size fits all. It’s a magnificently complex fractal system that we are just now getting to touch.

— The invitation to each of us is to engage with our “hill42”-P topic with perspective, find the core-engine/core-fear at the heart of why it’s such a troubling subject, then explore what happens when we hold that core/engine in deep Presence rather than dancing around letting P pull our strings, and make us it’s psychological puppet. As we clear up our hill42, it really clears up so much of the insidiously limiting P that is left. Insidious P that we are just about at the point where we can shed the last of the marble chunks of, in the revelation of our Michelangelo’s David.

— To wrap up, remember: If you are feeling outsized reactions, hill42-ish, look for that “engine” of hill42, and recognize where P is tempting you into outcome and future projections and try to step out of it. Give yourself an opportunity to have a new undistorted perspective on the situation. Keep watching it and when it wants you to relive it, remember or project just remind yourself that there is nothing for you there, it’s a dry well, and that any energy put to that can be reallocated into Presence.

June 4, 2023

GUARDIANS:
— The temptation to back or shrink away from hill42 static is counterproductive as it just rekindles hill41. The primary way to deal with hill42 is to observe P’s attempt to dictate how to engage with hill42 without buying into it.
— Catch the assumptions P is making about hill42, whether optimistic or oppressive, without engaging with them. So long as hill42 is lively/triggery, P is active so watch out for it. Observe as if it is an AE, a completely different version of you.
— As hill42 feels painful, which it piercingly can, don’t focus on how painful it is. Instead engage with the fact that there is tidiness present supporting an evolutionary leap now that there are less distractions from hills 1-41.
— P is likely to use hill42 to trigger outsized SI-based reactions in the body as its last stand. Just notice these reactions without engaging just like you do the hill42 thoughts.

VISIONARIES:
— hill42 is concentrated evolutionary pressure; taking advantage of the evolutionary opportunity it presents cuts out a bunch of stuff; as we start to have the evolutionary leaps into a state where hills 1-42 are no longer loud, allowing abiding in A and the truth of tidiness to be our reality, the potentials explode.
— Cohesion, which is an assemblage of tidiness, is the natural state of reality (subatomic particles etc) but with the injection of P into the dynamic (SI, UCE, habitual reactions) it loses cohesion. Extracting P by defaulting to Presence allows the regaining of cohesion.
— Observe P trying to disrupt the cohesion that is already present through interjecting static and baggage, and projecting fears. Keeping P out of murking with cohesion allows us as uniqueness, in collaboration with the vessel, to perceive the unadulterated unfolding of cohesion.
— Every piece of physicality has cohesion present under layers and layers of P. Being committed to keeping P and all its layers out of it leads to experiences we have never had before.
— When P is not present, perfection is obvious (“whoa, duh!”) even if it is unexpected in its form. P does not get to predetermine, define, or evaluate what perfection is. It is a discovery.
— Don’t let P con us into the belief that what we are actually doing is backfilling “untidy” experiences with an intellectual-positive-spin to cope with them. When we have a cohesive experience, remember to feel into the depth, richness, fullness and fractalness of it to reaffirm that P has nothing to do with it.

FRED:
— Overcoming P’s hill42 distortion leading to the experience of cohesion without P influence is a whole new evolutionary leap. It fuels a kangaroo jump into a whole new way of experiencing everything.
— When we are experiencing cohesion without P interjection, or with P interjection so muted as to be inconsequential, uniqueness + vessel + sensory-system + big-b-Body collaborate creatively to move ahas into the world. It allows the movement of creativity to flow unfiltered from our uniqueness.
— When we experience Coherence as our identity (which is NOT the same as “our identity being Coherent”) – all-that-is being experienced as our vessel without P interjection – it leads to exploring the fractal nature of perfection and coherence as we revel and marinate in ahas and duhs in the revelation
— In unbounded coherence, the entire big-b-Body starting with the planet is our vessel for our infinite and immortal being to experience and explore. The trajectory we are on is that our uniqueness begins to use the entire planet as its vessel. It is not a small thing by any measure. This is not something to “figure out”. It can only be done through cohesion and uniqueness and it has profound implications for the evolution of the universe.

ELOHEIM:
— On unfoldings touching on the neighborhood of hill42, don’t let P interject a binary “all or nothing” standard to write off appreciating the beautiful and tidy “snippet” experiences that don’t match P’s specific “the big outcome that truly counts” expectation. Allow any movement, however small, to be a properly acknowledged and appreciated movement.
— Everything that we have been able to identify has been identified through the filter of P. Size/Shapes, and the relationships between things as we have known them, are a construct of P. Distorted and limited by the fact that P cannot grok “infinite” and by the arbitrariness in P definition of what is one thing vs another thing.
— P assigns “location” based on its definitions and assumptions, not on coherence. If our vessel is our entire planet, why would we only experience what we currently believe to be our vessel as being only in one P defined location (“zipcode”)? … We are gonna go now as this is a very plop-py moment and we would like to leave you in it. This meeting had a lot of plops and we encourage you to make a list on discord about what plopped for you.

June 8, 2023

BONUS PLOP PLOP PLOP!!!!!
Eloheim was talking for hours so I decided to do a session to share what they were sharing with me. Fasten your seatbelts for this one! wow!!!

June 14, 2023

— Eloheim accessed a different aspect of their overall being in order to engage with what was going on at the end of the last meeting. As a result they ended up feeling very “big” in an unusual way. This is what was behind E’s unusual difficulty reading at the end. It was a very impactful and important time together.

— This work we are doing together brings out the more in the community, the more in the Council, the more in the visitors, the more in the entirety of earth and its inhabitants.

— We ended up in the more because we were tapping into the truth of Coherence, into the truth of the earth is your vessel. Connecting with Coherence without the distortion of P results naturally in an abidance in A, abidance in FIP, abidance in its all me. The invitation to stay in this abidance has been issued. The invitation to stay in this wholeness place.

— Today, we want to emphasize noticing what Veronica has been calling “vignettes”: the things that seem small or inconsequential that are actually beautifully perfect duhs, and that P has gotten really good at getting us to ignore, overlook and override.

— The doorway to duh being the steady state is to notice these little vignettes, and give them the weight they deserve. This is vital. Belief in P and hill42’s discounting of the present moment based on a fixation on the big outcome as the only thing that counts is how P and hill42 stay in power.

— If we honor the vignettes that occur in contradiction to the hill42 narrative, they start to stack up in a transformational way. Being fully present to the grace in vignettes plainly exposing the lies in our hill42 narratives.

— P uses the binary “either, or” to blind us to vignettes. P’s “either, or” is measuring the present moment only against the binary presence, or absence, of the big outcome P projects overriding-meaning on. This binary “either, or”, when believed, overrides the openness, sensitivity and visceral availability to Presence in the now.

— Vignettes are an experience, not a story. An experience fully noticed and allowed to sink in, rather than allowing the hill42 narrative to override and discount it. In the present, in Presence, we are naturally experiencing the moment not telling a story about it. Note that looking for vignettes is P; Vignettes happen, and are noticed, in Presence.

— Vignettes, appreciated, are like little glimpses of experience, like little bleed throughs from Coherence, that profoundly speak to the lie of the hill42 story. Honoring vignettes, duhs, as they occur is vital to the realization of a life that moves from duh to duh.

— Being fully available to the present, to vignettes, may require “zooming into Presence”; viscerally squeezing P out of the awareness of the present moment, and out of the visceral awareness of the vessel. This can feel like squeezing down-and-in to visceral Presence beyond P. It changes the energy in the room.

June 18, 2023

MAGS
— The energetic ripples from the recent gatherings have been profound. One of the things that is not perceivable to us at the level of its impact is what happens to the energetic field that surrounds us when we earnestly refuse the influence of P. The impact “ripples” through the field around us.
— Perceiving this rippling is something that will be available to us more and more, through the sensory system, as we get more accustomed to life without the visceral pressure and overlay of P. Experiencing the sensory-system-field repercussions of less P. This is not something to try to control, or preconceive. Just something to be open to.
— When we are able to perceive this rippling, we will likely be delighted and shocked at where we notice and perceive them go. We may observe that in some places the ripple goes and stops, while in others it keeps on going further than we could have ever dreamed..
— It’s important to remain vigilant that this experience is not interpreted or backfilled by P. This is an observance, a duh, an experience and explore; it does not require mentation or figuring out.

GIRLS
— Heart-center, and heart-centered, isn’t just about the physical chest area. It is about centering our “vessel-hood”, our stance, perspective in heart-centered-Presence. Living from and as heart-centered-Presence, heart-centered-Beigness. It is a state, not a physical space. It might be fun to consider even our aura, extending well beyond the GB, as being “Heart”, filled with our Heart-centered-Self.
— Being in our heart-centered-self is abiding as a deep, present acknowledgement of the sacredness of now regardless of the circumstances of now. All activities undertaken from deep Presence, without the influence of P, are heart-centered activities. Being engaged with the now so profoundly that the distortion of P is absent and our primordial true self, undiluted, is what engages the now, in every cell of our vessel and more as Mags talked about
— As we live from and as this heart-centered-Presence, it reinforces the absence of P as our natural state of being. The more we experience heart-centered-Presence, heart-centered Being, the more we will want to stay there. Because it’s lovely, and tidy, and choiceless, and all the other things E has talked about over the years
— Living heart-centered-Presence is reclaiming our natural state of being, our natural birthright as the interface with reality; as how we engage with the opportunity that experiencing Earth in a vessel offers our uniqueness. It is a radical VCS and a fantastic gift to be able to emanate into the world … that rippling thing Mags talked about.

**WARRIOR**
— Good job everybody! We are enjoying this energy that we have been invited to, that Mags and the Girls have been talking about
— In our (Warrior’s) time, our reputation is what rippled through our world as the indicator of the Being that we are. While this was entirely within a P-paradigm, it has parallels with the rippling we are talking about today that you can feel into.
— Abiding in this now, deeply, generates a ripple that you may not know about or control. But it is a gift, a fountaining, that affects people. It gives others – including subatomic particles – permission to do the same thing, whether they know it or not. This ripple, whooshing, blows off the “dust” of P distortion – the idea that P is the only reality – off of the subatomic particles.
— We’ll give you a “Freddy hint”: there is a whole other thing that goes along with this, a whole other layer. This is just “seeding the field” as E says … this is a big deal but don’t try to figure it out, just let yourself say “whoa, something’s up!” …

ELOHEIM
— We are at the point now where onboarding a whole new sense is actually viscerally kicking in. The sensory system. We have had to seed the field for a long while on this one. It has not been accessible, anywhere close to this degree and viscerality, in any other lifetime.
— How we engage the world without P filter is going to be stupendously different than it was when P middling was included. When we have a ripple, just be present to it, experience it, hold space for it. Don’t try to explain it or backfill a story about it.
— Dropping into Presence is like dropping into an infinite fractal revelation. The longer we stay present, the more this fractal revelation unfolds. This unfolding is not actually in the linear time stream. It drops in a single moment and its movement happens in a single moment.
— This has always been happening, it’s not new. The coherence of the field has always been true. Our experience of it has been completely distorted by P. We are now able to engage without the P distortion, allowing its true nature to be revealed. Tidiness, choiceless-choice, etc
— The dust blowing off thing helps us and others have “Kangaroo Jumps” in BGIL. Facilitating big non-linear jumps in the shedding of P distortion. Allowing us, and others, to experience what we have perceived to be ourselves in a fresh light now that the P dust has been blown off. Without the need to explain it in p-defined words.
— Before we go: stay vigilant about your observance of hill42 without getting sucked into it, and without letting hill41 creep back in.

**MATRIARCH**:
— As we expand the way that we are currently expanding, it’s important to be very aware of, and tender towards, the fact that the body might need additional nurturing. Be gentle towards the body as you onboard these new abilities and sensitivities. Rest, sleep, eat…
— One of the most gentle things you can do is not to judge how this is unfolding for you. Don’t compare yourself and imagine it’s happening some way for others and not for you. It’s likely this will be a unique unfolding for everyone.
— This is one of those things you hold lightly, in the palm of your hands. As a plop that is unfolding. Let it be revelatory for you, rather than pushing or prodding that it should be going differently than it is. This is one of those final hurdles of transcending re-engaging P to tell us what this experience should be. Letting P back in to interpret, judge, analyze, compare it, explain it etc, which only gives P new footholds. We don’t want to do that.
— Let this revelatory thing unfold, roll through you. Let it be a discovery. It’s the only way this will work. Let it move and watch it move. Ok, much love and many blessings! It was a delight to spend time in your energy today and to experience you “blowing the dust off”. And continue to do so!

June 28, 2023

Eloheim offers the energies of the 2nd half of 2023 and much more!

March 5, 2023

– Unhealed Core Emotion (UCE) is stirred up in connection to the collective-heart. Why UCE? Because its a place where P entrenchment has been powerful and deeply “grooved in” subconsciously.

– Perceiving the experience of multitudes and navigating it as if its happening to our GBs can be a challenge in this.

– Previous tools E taught were born out of the tusle with P, not from the experience of A encountering collective-heart. Going forward, what we will talk about is what its like living from A, which is a completely different orientation

– We are having a perspective into our lives from A and observing the goings-on, rather than being “in”, or defined by, the goings-on.

– Feminine energy in us “draws the line in the sand”, setting a standard. A line, standard, that does not just capitulate to going along with being pushed around by masculine insistence (internally or externally) out of fear, UCE which can make the situation worse/harder, in the name of helping.

– Awareness in the now does not mean things are always easy, or not challenging. What it means is the experiences we can have expand. It also draws the line that “P is not the way” and abides in that clarity through the unfolding of experience, whatever it is.

– Deep presence in what is happening now without allowing personality to extrapolate/project a narrative about what it means in future. Profound presence without distracting ourselves into thoughts or activities about it is very powerful. It ripens capacity for collective-experience in the now.

March 8, 2023

– Observe P’s incursion from Presence and just let it pass: observe the temptation to go into P projections, conclusions without engaging/believing them. Like a highway exit you just drive by.

– Let each moment, even intense ones, simply be without turning it into projections or conclusions about what it means in future. Decline the empty calorie P meal of hamster-thinking.

– Notice what P wants to do but don’t try to imagine what A would do instead. A is a revelation, a bubble-up within the silence of not engaging as P.

– Mags: FIP, tidyness, choiceless-choice is only in the now-presence. Leaving that to dwell on what comes next disengages with FIP.

– New visitor, a collective/horde/group-mind speaking in a “chorus” form – “We see explorers fabricating… exciting! … finding, persevering” They are overcome with delight and break into a shindig to celebrate that they have found us. Veronica: their energy is a lot like the minions.

March 19, 2023

– Holding the line within ourselves while navigating the transformational collective energetics we are perceiving; holding the line in not interpreting the collective-heart pain/fear/gloom as if it is happening to our GB nervous system.

– Deepening opportunity to be an energetic leader by not projecting meaning/outcome from the “Is” of what is actually being perceived.

– Now is the time to be extremely efficient at cutting off personalities’ engagement/interjection immediately and choosing Presence instead.

– “Infinity” as the most important word the council has said to us in the nearly 10 million words they have shared over the past 20 years: P cannot understand infinity and A does not need to understand Infinity as it is made of it.

– “Unfettered Infinity”-s interaction with everything is impactful beyond comprehension. As A, we are energetically interjecting non-personality into whatever is unfolding. Inhabiting the personality interjection cuts off access to FIP.

– Outsized reaction shrill indicates P is on the ropes, getting desperate about reclaiming attention for its interjections.

– Cannot have infinity if we insist on understanding, defining it. Only personality arrogance imagines it can understand infinity. The only thing you get from “figuring out” infinity is P.

– We can perceive the collective-gloom without interpreting it as if it is happening in our nervous system, allowing the compassion and infinity of A to meet it and transmute it, outside of the nervous system.

– Infinity lives in the “Is”, Presence, not in the imagined “future”.

– Tender and powerful 1:1 between E and Tiffany

– There has been an opening to the perception of the collective nature of humanity. An opening, and an experience-and-explore, that comes as a “Duh”.

– The reality of the situation is onboarding the “Duh” even while it is disorienting. Tada! It is a brand new way of being. Just abide.

– Find an area where there is a habitual bumping up into limitation and meet it with “I recognize I was not allowing for FIP here” instead.

– INFINITE! – TO INFINITY AND BEYOND!

March 29, 2023

– The expansive state due to less personality, and experiencing the collective heart are “colliding”. Being tapped into the collective-heart intensifies what we are experiencing especially around feelings – e.g. a constant state of “something about to happen”, “on the brink” feeling.

– In this, the bit of personality that is left can lead to “outsized reactions” because the few remaining hooks are loud. Use “I am tempted to” tool to keep P interjection from distracting from what is. The intensity of collective-heart does not need to be an intensification of P.

– Allowing for duhs and connection to the collective, generates transformational waves in the world. Having a physical impact in the world as a duh that will become more and more obvious. Our unique version of “attending to plastics in the ocean”.

– The letting go of identity becomes more central as we engage with the collective, as this engagement happens in the sensory system outside the limits of the GB identity and nervous system. Being dominated by P is like a computer not connected to the internet, and engaging with the collective like connecting to the internet.

– The way we experience the body, identity, collective, nervous system and sensory system are going to be evolving. Physicality will be experienced differently due to the collective energy and diminished personality and it will feel like a duh. Value noticing the duhs, the “little miracles”, the tidiness that arises, to counteract the habitual tendency to overlook significant evolution because it now feels like a duh

– E talks about why visitors often marvel at encountering us: Earth is like the “burning man planet” to a lot of other civilizations in the universe. The constant willingness to be in transformation witnessed here is very rare in the universe.

– Mags: If we keep surrendering personality it’s inevitable that magical/miraculous things start to happen and it will feel like a duh. And Mags wants to hear about it when it starts to happen! When personality has been surrendered you are put to use because its a duh for that to occur. When personality starts to act up, all it deserves is a passing notice as an “I am tempted to”. Presence is where it’s at.