Five sessions held in December, 2012
This package includes audio of all five and video of four sessions. (Sebastopol sessions are audio only).
2012 12 21 Meeting
The Council all spoke to where they wish to continue to take us in 2013.
Guardians: The transformational journey – evaluating your habits and static with consciousness – is what we are all about. This is a powerful time for releasing things that no longer serve you, but make a general request instead of getting involved in details. “If it’s not serving me, it goes. And I will not track it.” Don’t chase it down. These things are naturally ready to fall, like leaves from a tree, in order to free up the energy for spring and re-birth.
Visionaries: Really, this is just another Friday, but because of the human deadline that you’ve created, it’s also an opportunity to use the energetic upswelling. 2013 is about riding the upswing, releasing more, taking 100% responsibility for your reactions to your creations, taking 100% responsibility for your emanation, what you’re broadcasting. Our vision is for you to become so sensitive to your emanation, your inner life and inner conversations, that you play it like an instrument. Your emanation is the place where you are most powerful, and where you can most do “service.” You commit to it, and then you find more to commit to.
Eloheim: Came up with a new exercise that illuminates static. There is a five-person band, each with a percussion-type instruments to represent static. One person sits in front of them, identifies what they want but don’t have, then states individual issues that they think get in their way. “Where are you, insight” you ask, while the static band drowns everything out. The static band playing loudly is also what the Council has to dig through – not only to find what we want, and also to find the underlying, authentic static. Because you need to know what is truly in your way in order to do step-by-step to get what you want. The physical set up in the room also allow participants to visualize both the habitual neural-pathways, and possible new pathways. It’s about catching yourself right away, so the old neural-pathway doesn’t automatically ignite.
Even when the static is playing, you should go inside yourself. Asking “what is true now?” cannot be taken away from you. You can go there even when you are triggered and still listen for insight. It’s all about you and your relationship to yourself. In that relationship, you will find the Oneness. It is a very personal thing, a very personal journey. In just breathing, your emanation can come out of you. You don’t have to “do” anything. This is your real empowerment.
Fred: Fred stressed that every day is special. Right now is awesome. Every moment is a moment to be fascinated. Small choices add up.
Girls: You will always have the option to be mean to yourself, for one reason or another, so make a commitment to leave that behind in 2013. If nothing else can be managed at the moment, at least have a neutral relationship to yourself.
Warrior: Pointed out the luxury we have to CHOOSE to be mean to ourselves, or not. A soldier in battle has others being mean to him and has absolutely no choice abut that. Imagine yourself on the battlefield, being your own enemy, knifing yourself with each and every “I suck!” Unlike a real soldier, you have the freedom to decide not to do that. Many of you go around energetically bleeding, with wounds all over you, because you never bandaged them up. But it’s hard to ascend things that “suck.” So refuse to feed those habits; get them to go away and not come back. You have a choice about your internal dialogue. “What is true now” is your shield.
Matriarch: We see you as your ascended selves. Your ascended self is not some other place. It may be covered up by your noisy static band – but it’s right here with you. It’s not something you have to find, but to uncover. Experience the Now purely. Catch glimpses in moments, and then allow those moments to expand.
2012-12-16 ~ Q&A with Eloheim ~ 90 minutes
The featured question during this session was:
As a parent the Connecticut tragedy hits home as particularly heinous. What perspective should we view the event from (what is the silver lining here?). Also, it seems the gunman dying during the crime is getting off extremely easy. What repercussions, if any, does this soul face? What is the process for all of the souls involved in this event?
2012-12-12 ~ 89 minutes
This session is about dealing with the static between you and your circle of possibilities, between you and your ascended self.
Guardians: You are creating every moment. As a creator, you get to decide your experiences – primarily through your reactions (which are usually habitual and unconscious). Your soul has a great power – to guide, to influence your experiences, to create, to enjoy – a power that you want to tap in to. 2013 is about you discovering the truth of you in your entirety. For now, become very, very responsible for your experiences. There is still some baggage and static that you put between you and what you want in your life, and between you and your infinite possibilities.
Visionaries: 2013 decision: are you going to leave it behind or take it with you?
Eloheim: You are in the middle of a circle of all possibilities. If you let go of baggage and static, you’ll magnetize what you want and you will create having real choices in your life. Eloheim conducted an exercise to help us visualize dealing with our static. Everyone was given pieces of paper with phrases – static notes. Then one person was selected to describe one thing they wanted and then list their various statics. As they stated each static, the person with that particular static note came up, sat right next to them and represented the static being physically right there. Each “static” person then stated a one-word insight to it.
Static can assume the role of helping you. Seeing the static as a supportive person, sitting right next to you, can allow the static to shift, to become friendly, and to actually empower you. The reason static is even there is because that’s the place where you are growing.
Take comfort from your fear because (1) it will always be there and (2) if you change your relationship to it, it loses its power. Re-purpose fear to become a good companion, to empower you rather than get in your way. Teach it to love you in more healthy ways by asking it to help you only with important things, and let the small things go. In the presence of fear you can say: “I have a choice here” and “Also in this fear is…..” Evolve your relationship to fear so that it can be part of the conversation. Fear can even help you to connect with your soul, something that the Council intends to work on with us.
Step-by-step doesn’t mean certainty to certainty. It means clarity to clarity. This may mean taking lots and lots of very small steps. If you feel no clarity, take smaller steps. Be in neutral observation and ask “what is now” and, perhaps, “what is next.” Lots of little steps, the crooked road, will get you “there” with so much more. Also, from now on, use some body movement as part of the ongoing integration.
If you hold out for certainty, you get stagnancy. You can “why?” yourself to death. Smaller steps. Emanate. Trust = LEAN into yourself. Invite more resonance with your ascended self.
2012-12-10 ~ Sebastopol Q&A ~ 88 minutes
VERY powerful conversation about loss and the loss of a child. New tool for connecting to insight.
2012-12-05 ~ 99 minutes
A very unusual meeting!!
Guardians: Go into that place that draws you here to this meeting, that draws you to spiritual transformation. Where is that part of you? Don’t have a vague relationship to this; KNOW what it is that drives you. Is it outcome-based? What are you getting out of this process? Become more conscious of your journey of consciousness. You need to know ‘why’, and this will help you down the road.
Visionaries: The aspiration of Oneness. “How often can I experience others without being pulled off my own center”?
Eloheim: Created an exercise of feeling how insight might come in. The participants stand up, face someone, and say the question/statement out loud, with their response. The questions are meant to be jarring, are somewhat nonsensical to get people out of the mind. It’s about not immediately responding out of habit, but about moving into something more juicy, moving into more of “I don’t know”.
Ending remarks: Break the habitual circuit – sometimes it’s as easy as switching the hand you do tasks with. In 2013, it’s an open vista. There’s not as much constriction, and a great deal of freedom. The training wheels are coming off. It’s up to you. You decide how your day will be.
You don’t want to take anything into 2013 that you don’t need to.
What is the thing you DO want to take with you?