Six sessions held in February, 2013
This package includes audio of all six and video of five sessions. (Sebastopol sessions are audio only).
2013-02-27 ~ 78 minutes
A powerful follow up to the introduction of the See-er last week. This meeting was an explanation of the See-er’s contribution to The Council, a sharing of experiences, and a clarification of just what happened last week!
Guardians: The space that you are creating here is like a freshly tilled field, providing lots of nutrients for growth. Your receptivity is high, so potentials are high. There’s a strong sense of collaboration, a feeling of being in this together. Stay in the now and don’t rush ahead energetically to “What’s happening next?”
Visionaries: We thought you would be a bit of a mess (full of too many questions) this week after last week, but you are not, energetically. You have been doing step-by-step for a while and you are changing the physicality of your physical structure – which requires step-by-step. You are now living in your bigger lives. You’re going deeper into the layers and fractals, deeper into your existence, and with more and more of your Soul. It is “stay the course” time. When it gets overwhelming, or you keep getting the same trigger, compare you to you – ONLY. Progress is occurring but you won’t know that unless you compare you to you. Stay the course.
Eloheim: Your True Self is inside and trying to burst out. It’s like the caterpillar and butterfly transformation. Are you going to stay with the old or choose the new? Remember that this is an “uncertainly” place, but it is uncertainly that allows infinite possibilities. Potentials and uncertainty are what you are living right now; this is what we have talked about. What’s needed is loving all of yourself. “It’s all me.” “Even this is me” – that is, your confusion, survival instinct, illness, physicality, triggers, limitations. Level 7 is “that’s me too.” Embrace the entirety of you. When you take a breath, you’re actually filling your entire body with your essence. There’s something very, very powerful about getting “it’s all me” within the body.
Last week showed how energetics can affect your physicality, but your emanation also affects your physical body. The emanation that goes out is very strong, so if you’re angry or wishing things were different than they are, you are putting that out into the world.
Rather than have a lot of questions or qualifiers, choose ONE question – choose the loudest single inquiry and allow that to be the doorway to so much more. How does the energy of the See-er affect what we are doing? Remember the analogy of the cacophonous marching band: it’s like the See-er reached into you, into the band, and said, “We got it! We got it, and we’re going to pull it a little more forward.” There is more about you that you are learning about, more within you that you now want to see – the Pure Truth of you. And you are feeling it in your bodies. There is “What is true now?” energy, but there’s also inwards and outwards movement. Don’t reference your old standards any more. What does right now want to know? Use short, factual statements.
There was a helpful a discussion on dealing with fears. For fears, you can lighten the load by rationally leaving many of them behind. Define what the fears are, in short statements; for example, “I’m afraid I’ll be stoned to death.” At the end of that process, you maybe have five legitimate, current, fears left. Then attend to the one that is loudest. Put it right in front of you. Hold it close like a lover that you don’t want it to leave. “We’re going to dance until I say we’re done, until you change.” YOU dictate the terms to your fear and trigger, which is both your foe and your best friend. “I’m choosing you to meet my goals.” And you will like who you become on the other side of that.
As you go forward, continue to explore the See-er’s idea of the truth of you coming OUT of you, rather than having to go hunting for it.
2013-02-20 ~ 76 minutes
Wow, our February 20, 2013 session was sure special! We had the first channeling of the See-er. This energy was VERY powerful. Here are some comments I received:
While listening (online) to the last meeting when the new energy came in, I felt what was happening. My body reacted with spasms, shaking, pulsing, shivering. However it wasn’t scary, I welcomed it. I had tears of joy and the sense, “Yes, I am ready, I have been waiting for it.”
The indescribable feeling I experienced at last night’s meeting was a powerful activation of my heart chakra. It was also a powerful validation of the step-by-step process of vulnerability, trust and revelation I’ve experienced in my journey into conscious physicality in my own body-world.
I have had a presence in my thoracic part of my back for weeks, even had physical therapy. I felt the See-er’s presence and was lying down when they came in and I felt like a warm, sleepy, blanket was put over me. A few moments passed and all of a sudden I got up sat up straight and was open to this love. Feeling and thinking I have waited so long to come into myself I’m willing and ready. I have to add that the next day after the See – er brought this new energy… I have No Pain in my mid back!!!
I was listening to the meeting recording in a coffee house (yesterday afternoon). When the See-er came in, I felt the energy very strongly. It was hard to keep my body still. It was a very strong energetic that was present in my entire body.
I’ve already listened to the See-er’s section twice just for the body sensations!
Guardians: Complemented the attendees on the alert, centered energy, saying that the Council can do more with this foundation in place.
Visionaries: There is a sense of power in you, a power which is a presence. Whatever you have in your life, bring it to the moment. Take responsibility; be with your problems with consciousness. You don’t want an easy life in the sense that you want to turn INTO your triggers, rather than run away from them. This trigger is mine. When you do this, when you are in discomfort, you are not alone. But the body is the last to “get it” so it will experience fear when you turn to face your triggers.
Fred: As usual, tried to tell us how big we were, in his inimitable way. Imagine you are riding through space on a meteorite, or comet, or a light beam. It’s fun! You actually have observational aspects or lifetimes doing this. It’s cool! Look with new eyes.
Girls: As the Visionaries said, you need to be gentle with the body because it will go kicking and screaming into transformation most of the time. Don’t let it define what is safe. You decide. And decide to turn and face your trigger. When you do, the trigger itself shrinks and you can get its true measure. Don’t keep saying, “It’s not the time to look at this now,” because when you do that, you love yourself a little less. This isn’t about taking action – just turn, face, notice. And then sit in what you learn about yourself. Use short, factual statements, not stories or projections. Love yourself enough to allow change.
Warrior: The point you are in now is: Am I going to try to be invisible to this world, or am I going to step out and say, “Here I am; what are you going to make of it?” Not speaking up is like hiding behind a tree, and it is not loving yourself. If you do hide, do it consciously, rather than from fear. You are valuable. You have a lot to offer.
See-er: (Per Eloheim’s remarks later, from deep within each person’s upper chest area’s spinal column, they pulled out an energetic tube filled with our deepest essence. They reached inside from the front, grabbed it, and pulled it into the torso). We PULL from you the awareness of the actuality of yourself. Not the idea of yourself, not the I-might-be-someday-if-I’m-good-enough of yourself. But the actuality of yourself, the unchanging reality and essence, the unchanging reality that never leaves, the unshakable foundation that you have built every incarnation around. We witness your Essence to you, to be seen and activated so that you will know WHO YOU ARE. It’s time to know this Knowing of you.
Eloheim: After that intense experience, there was some talk of our willingness to be seen. There was also a discussion of obsessive thinking. “Is this thought worthy of me? Have I though this thought before?” If so, catch it and change it. Don’t let your obsessive thoughts or stories run you and determine your experience. Just take them as part of something to consider along with your soul’s insight. Insight itself can seem like a thought, like it comes through your brain, but it will be a new thought.
Don’t get have a projection or a fixed outcome in mind, and then use a fishing pole to try to reel it in. That doesn’t work and is very limited. Instead, imagine your circle of possibilities and experience yourself experiencing that circle of possibilities: clearing static and making choices. Take it step-by-step, but be alive on each step. “Fear or fascination” is a great tool for getting out of fear and your fascination on each step fuels the movement to the next step. Fascination fuels the entire engine of creation. Let your experiences be curated by your consciousness. In your conversations and encounters, try to leave them more conscious than you found them.
2012-02-17 ~ Q&A with Eloheim ~ 75 minutes
2013-02-13 ~ 79 minutes
Guardians: We love the feeling here; there is readiness for communing. So, also in your life, be ready, be available – but not in outcome, not in controlling or projecting into the future. You don’t know how anything is going to play out, but you are still present. That’s why we need to deal with the survival instinct, because it thinks you need to deal with something else. But it’s truly about being present, alert and open now. And when you focus on the “now,” the body gets such a relief to just be where it is.
Visionaries: A lot was going on last week energetically. And there is a lot going on in transfers of power and change. HOLD the vibration of “I’m available as someone who is choosing change.” Change is about being in an “uncertain” energy, but it’s not dangerous, which is what many humans think. Change can also mean transformation. As you go into levels 8, 9, 10 – these require a strict monitoring and a deep awareness of what you are truly emanating.
Fred: Change is here. Anything you need to feel safe about, any institution especially, stop thinking that because that’s the energy that’s up right now. Your real safety is your relationship to you. And be aware that convenience is not safety, it’s just convenience. Catch yourself when you depend on institutions of safety-making (IOSM) Don’t look for safety outside of yourself.
Girls: This is Valentine’s week, so love yourself. Pay attention to what’s going on with you. Listen inside as you go through your life. Listen to your body as you shop or pursue a menu, for example, or when it is tired. You need to feel heard, seen, and known, so do that for yourself. If you feel unlovable, break down the “whys” of it: “I am not unlovable because…” and then talk yourself out of it, or find something that IS lovable. You are a grand soul, so take the Homo spiritus perspective. You’ve all been imperfect. – which just gives you more experiences and makes you more real. So allow yourself to be loved in however way it shows up. Don’t turn down gestures of love because you’re not used to receiving it. Self love gives your soul permission to connect with more of you.
Warrior: So I we found love with Mariana and the family, but it wasn’t great all the time. Choosing to spend time with people, in our case also for survival, meant that the others would experience the parts of you that you don’t like, that are confused. And yet, these others accept them. You have company in acceptance, company on the journey of transforming. You experience parts of you coming up that you have a very hard time loving, and yet you see that the other person doesn’t run away. And vice-versa; you do this for them. That is love. Love is somebody you GROW with.
Eloheim: Took questions that brought up issues of loving oneself. Things that got in the way of people were obsessive thinking, giving yourself away in service mentality, anger, identification with your old identity. Forget who you were in the past; who are you NOW? It is always about taking care of yourself first. In fact, you should evaluate your day by how well you’ve taken care of yourself. And, instead of getting your energy from adrenaline, get your energy from fascination and ah-has! Get your energy from the juiciness of life. What is the life you are looking for? Keep your eyes on the prize.
The film, “The Matrix” is a good study of the levels; it’s about the crooked road and abiding in discomfort.
Matriarch: It felt cozy at the beginning of the meeting, and still feels cozy here at the end. In spite of all the triggers and drama in the exchanges with Eloheim, you are still here in that same feeling of calm.
2013-02-06 ~ 84 minutes
Guardians: You are all very ready, willing and present. Even when we hint what’s ahead, you stay present. For if you rush off into the future, that brings up pre-conceived notions, which brings up static, which you then have to clear. Attentiveness to this moment allows us to help you more. For it is you who open the doors, and then we just walk through first.
Visionaries: Walking the path burns the ego off you. And we feel a weary confidence in you. You are confident that these things have been working, but you are weary that you have to keep working it. Focus on the feeling of confidence, the opportunities for ah-has. And let go of what makes you weary, which is the feeling that it should be changing faster, or look different than it is. The best example is weight-lifting: you keep adding challenges because you are not satisfied with anything less than your final goal, which is full en-soulment of the body. Leave “weary” behind by comparing you to you, and not to what you thought it would be like now, not to a made-up standard. Accept what IS in the moment because change starts with acceptance. It’s all about how you handle things inside. The external world can try to change you, but only you decide whether you go along with it or not. Build on what works.
Fred: Take a deep breath and say “I am a Galactic being.” We couldn’t come and talk to you, as peers, if you weren’t. We come from a large, inter-galactic presence but that is the truth for you as well. You can’t experience this yet as a human so you have to choose to agree. The levels we’ve been taking about – the higher levels are galactic perspectives. Discover the big lie that covers up the truth of you for, on the mountain, your emanation goes out to the universe. Don’t emanate anything that you wouldn’t want everybody to know, and especially don’t emanate repetitive thoughts. Be done with that! For your homework: Be aware of the thoughts you are firing.
Girls: Look at the root chakra — the foundation chakra of survival, safety, certainty – but from a higher level, from the “watch it move” level. You released so much pressure that you’ve been putting on yourself, that there can be a demand that things happen in a certain way. But now, and this includes society at large, seeking foundational safety is no longer done in a clear, linear progression. The old ways of navigating the first chakra are now part of the crooked road, which is actually more efficient. Each step is the thing you most need in that moment, what you wanted all along, which is growth and en-soulment. So don’t try to force things into a linear path. If you know that every step is exactly what you need, you can “watch it move” in fascination.
Warrior: Sometimes the easy path doesn’t lead you to your true destination. Ask, “What is true now?” and take your own path, not the path of others. When you are confronted by fifteen feet of vertical rock, the more efficient path may be to climb upwards. Not easy, but smarter. In your life, look for where “climbing” is the right path. Take courageous steps in your life. Speak your truth. Climb. Confront the situation.
Eloheim: Continued discussing our lies and our individual sense of what “big” means. Fred talked about the true bigness of you, but what does “big” mean in your actual world? For us, it means, knowing your truth, emanating your truth (monitor it, let it out), and then living your truth. For us, being big is acting in the world on the unadulterated truth of you, with no masks, aware that your emanation is affecting the universe and monitoring it. But have your own self-definitions for the words “big” and “small” for they are very personal, and your personalities will show up here. Play with it and find what these mean to you.
When you are in level 8, you really broadcast your lie; it becomes a powerful creative force. Simply noticing the lies tends to dissolve them. Tell your lie, acknowledge what it brings up, and then tell yourself all the reasons why it is a lie. Energetically, it’s a bubble/balloon that you blow up, and then pop. Then there may be another balloon; then pop that. Step-by-step.
But notice also how your lies are a mechanism to keep you small. After you state your lie, try adding this phrase: “…so now I can stay small” (or “safe”, not noticed, etc). When you feel jammed up, when something stops you, ask “What’s the boogieman here?”
Matriarch: We see you up on the top of that fifteen foot rock formation, maybe watching the deer walking below. Let yourself have a moment of enjoying the progress you’ve made. Say: “I compare me to me, not me to made-up. I magnetize things into my life; I don’t drag outcome into my world. I allow my truth to move, and I watch it do so. That’s what it means to be me. I allow. I move. I allow. I move.”
2013 02-04 Meeting ~ Sebastopol Q&A
The recording is cut off at the end. Eloheim finished the meeting talking about the fingertip tool. We have added Eloheim explaining this tool from another meeting