Four Sessions held in October 2020

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October 4, 2020

Continuing the guidance on Level 10 – Reunification, Eloheim shares that each of us likely has a collection of Alternate Expressions of a certain category: Warrior, Mother, Teacher, Healer, Politician, Artist, etc. We can invite reunification of that collection of lifetimes by watching movies/TV shows, reading books, going to events, etc. that feature those types of experiences. The group offered many examples of the collection of lifetimes that feel obvious to them. Additionally, Eloheim reminded us of the need to change our definition of “I” as reunification will require us to experience ourselves much differently than the current “gingerbread plus the past and the future” definition of “I” we currently use.

October 14, 2020

Reunification: The Core Emotion and Archetypal Connection

We have been talking of late of the idea of reunification, of alternative expression bleedthrough being stepped up and taken to the next level, where we start to connect to all kind of different ways you have incarnated and all those different ways you have incarnated to your gingerbread shape. How that will play out is infinite in scope, but there may be ways that are common or happen to more than one person. Some of you will be doing it in similar fashions.

One of the things that has become really freaking loud for Veronica is that the way her current gingerbread’s core emotion-the fear of getting kicked out of the tribe-feels when it’s active, that same part of various other lifetimes is especially accessible for her reunification. For example, the samurai lifetime, she doesn’t connect when he’s training or in battle, when he’s doing whatever a samurai does. She connects to the samurai after his master has died. The tribe has fractured. What has happened is it’s very loud where those reunifications are experiencing tribal fractures of some kind. Not necessarily even close what Veronica experiences as a tribal fracture, but what they experience as a tribal fracture. That bleedthrough connection is super accessible through the spot of unhealed core emotion. That’s become very obvious to her. The core emotion, the way you experience it is very loud. That’s not surprising to us. But it has been illuminating and unexpected. One of the ways that same kind of bleedthrough has happened is missing that kind of band-of-brothers feeling. All of these warrior lifetimes that has come through come with a feeling of band of brothers, of cohorts. Veronica mentioned to Dennis she has been feeling a lack of that during this time period of quarantine. Along with bleedthroughs with supporting art and artists. That’s what’s been going on around here. A lot of deep dives into reunification. It’s been powerful, not overwhelming. It just percolates, letting the clarity of how it unfolds occur and not letting up on Personality being in charge. Not easy but vital. You’ll end up in overwhelm if you let Personality experience it instead of allowing Awareness to explore it.

Do you have a sense of what kinds of lifetimes you tend to have a bunch of? For Veronica, it’s the art patron and the warrior type that are super loud right now.

Lynn says healer. We’re not surprised at that at all.

Annie: My fear and dislike of humanity makes me not want to leave my apartment at all.

Eloheim: We’d like to subset the word humanity.

Annie: Ignorance. My fear and dislike of ignorance. Doing the same thing for generations.

Eloheim: Ok, your dislike, your persistence of Personality in the Homo sapiens continues to pop up. That means that your work on not letting Personality affect you has to become your weapon, your tool. Instead of letting Personality run through my nervous system, my gift to that generations of ignorance, Personality, is to make sure I am not contributing to that. I am standing in the gift of Awareness that I am giving. Sometimes that can feel like throwing a rock into the ocean if Personality processes it. Instead, you’re a giant rock that the ocean has to go around. When you do that, Personality has to modify itself, it has to shift and change around you. You’re the rock of Awareness.

Annie: That helps.

Eloheim: Don’t add your Personality to the toddlers running the show, to their Personality. Don’t add yours to the mix. This is not easy. What you have to give is Awareness. Be the calm in the center of the storm. You’ve been trained and empowered with knowledge, experience and community to support you. When you’re the calm in the center of the storm, everywhere you look, you see storm. Not when you look within. That’s the gift you give.

Lynn: I’m not really feeling a strong connection to the healer lifetimes.

Eloheim: We invite you to sit with the different kinds of healing modalities. See if there’s a fascination or an interest in any of that.

Lynn: No, they feel separated, like they’re finished.

Eloheim: So, look for another one. Let things that maybe feel unusual have some surface area. Wow, so I’m curious about this right now. Explore that.

Tiffanny: Obtaining balance of sadness within loss of control comes up. We’re not sure what Veronica meant when she said that feels juicy. Learning to allow and do nothing but observe feels related.

Eloheim: It’s up for healing, for review. There’s room in your life to explore this, to dig into it.

Tiffanny: It feels like bleedthrough as well. Like slave lifetimes.

Eloheim: Yeah. That sense of helplessness. Sadness, being chained up or restricted. Even in those kinds of lifetimes, there’s ways to carve out freedom. Your thoughts were yours; your internal creativity is yours. I can experience something other than what my body experiences. The freedom I have is internal. What’s your unhealed core emotion?

Tiffanny: Expression of truth.

Eloheim: There you go. If you’re a slave, your expression of truth is being restricted. The only freedom you can have is the freedom that you carve out for yourself, your internal creativity. Same with Personality in this lifetime. You’re only there from habit. You separate yourself from that habit. The only freedom from Personality you can have is the freedom from Personality that YOU grab.

Tiffanny: That was a gate latch.

Kerri: I don’t have any specific lifetime that I can sense, but I have an unquenchable desire to study ancient texts, books left out of the bible, etc.

Eloheim: That’s a perfect example. As you let yourself explore this desire, be really careful you don’t let Personality decide what any of that means. You’re not trying to get Kerri’s perspective on that, you’re trying to allow the reunification to bubble up it’s wisdom about that. Does that make sense, Kerri? It’s not Kerri’s reading this book, instead you’re using this book to connect with the wisdom of that bleedthrough.

Kerri: I’m noticing interesting insights about them. Interpretations that jump out that are not the agreed upon interpretations, like I’m finally able to see with new eyes.

Eloheim: That’s exactly it. Let that bubble up and be sure not to process it through Kerri’s Personality. Allow yourself to witness the experience. Not draw conclusions. Let it move through the tapestry and see what bubbles up.

Jennaire: I’m having a conflict with wanting to explore art and gems and finding that it is not a need, and I feel I am wasting my time.

Eloheim: Here’s a great opportunity to decide what the priority is. Is the priority that I can only do things I need to do? Or can the priority be I can do the things I feel drawn to do? Because it’s very unlikely that you’re going to need reunification, like you need the thing you get out of reunification. Like Veronica doesn’t to know what it’s like to be a warrior. It’s not a need that her gingerbread shape needs. It’s a need that her reunification requires.

Randy: Teacher has always been loud in me and of course, artist. Now teacher, shaman, advisor seems to be up along with medicinal herbs.

Eloheim: It definitely feels like the wise woman, healer energy with the physicalization of plants, oils, honey and art.

Each of you is letting us know how this is showing up. You’re all doing it a little bit differently but not with a specific outcome in mind. We’re not trying to get to something very specific. We deepened your experience of Awareness using the sensory system to connect with alternate expressions to feel the sense of them being all you, of it’s all me.

Kerri: What it feels like is there’s a gift to give and a gift to receive. Like my alternative expression is soaking in the insights from me that pop up from the lifetime.

Eloheim: Yeah. This is juicy. If all lifetimes are happening simultaneously, and they are, when you have these interactions with these other incarnations, you affect each other. We don’t know what’s going to happen with that. We hope you allow it to occur. We think it could be majorly profound. Just recognize that it’s an exchange. It’s a gift to give and a gift to receive.

Darcy: Feeling a huge push to oversee large groups of people and provide support to helping them better their lives, providing the funds or the knowledge, to allow creativity to flow from imagination to physical. Definitely feeling empowering women and single women with children.

Eloheim: There’s a perfect example. This is now what I want to do. And so, we invite you is to say, okay, I’m feeling this is not coming from my gingerbread. My gingerbread is excited or feeling coherence with it, but as I clearly have done this in other lifetimes, as I let that bubble up. Just see what kind of clarity is there that you know is not coming from Darcy?

Anybody feeling like they’re just not feeling this at all and want some tips on how to start connecting to it?

Mindy: Yes, please more info on how to proceed.

Eloheim: Let’s see what comes up. So, there are really obvious ones to us: teacher, healer, leader, warrior, patron, spiritual aspirant shaman, monk, scholar, farmer, parent/mothering, slave, cook. What else? Politician, leader, wise woman, hunter, undertaker, midwife, prostitute, clothing maker, baker, musician, rebel, artist, writer, scientist, builder. So, if you sat with each of those, see what one jumps out at you. Pick one somehow. Sit with it. What you know, don’t know about them, what feeling it brings up. Does it feel familiar or far away or weird? Rank them if you want. See what resonates with you. Once you’ve narrowed it down, then find examples on those subjects via tv, YouTube, books, in your current life. See how that affects you, what it brings up. Does that help? The fact that everyone could think of examples, it validates our point. They’re kind of archetypes. Because you have archetypal needs as you incarnate on this planet.

Tiffanny: I have a dream of past lives. Can you talk more about the dream state exploration?

Eloheim: Yeah, the dream state in this case may be a way to access your reunification that circumnavigates your Personality. If Personality is really in the way of this notion, when you’re dreaming, it may be that your Personality is less likely to be in the way.

Did that list, did any of them jump out at you? Pick a few that are least like your current life, if you feel that you connect with a lot of them. Once you have a chunk of lifetimes that feel loud to you, marinate in ways that bring them in, and just let them bubble up. Truly be a witness with what you’re experiencing and exploring. You’re not supposed to DO anything with it, just experience it. Observe, witness and allow yourself to be evolved by it. Just refuse to do it the Personality way.

We’ve laid out a path. Is anyone confused and need more help? We are here to help.

Dorothy: If tears well up while I’m observing, is that Personality?

Eloheim: That’s a good question. If tears well up, if the body is having a response, if that is just allowed to be, that’s Awareness. If you want to judge it, change it, or control it, that’s Personality.

Feel into that list and give us some feedback on how connecting to that list that did or did not work and how it worked for you so we can start to feel if that’s a good tool because down the road we’re going to say to someone that’s reunification and here’s a tool you can use. We want to dial it in. So, let us know.

Darcy says it feels like my YouTube list is feeling into my pattern very clearly.

That’s hilarious. You want to say more, Darcy? Dorothy says, me, too. Okay, so that’s another thing to do. Look at your YouTube ventures. You guys are clearly being drawn to certain types of information on YouTube. We’ll talk more about that on Sunday. Let what we’ve talked about today prepare you to share on Sunday. Part two on Sunday.

October 18, 2020

Continuing the conversation from the previous meeting, Eloheim discusses various examples from the group about reunifications including the temptation to explore difficult reunifications first and how to avoid that Personality trap.

October 28, 2020

Full Council
Guardians: There’s so much potential. And we don’t mean potential for horrible things or good things, it’s just there’s a lot of raw material that is ready for you to use. You can’t access this energetic material if you’re using Personality. It’s another way of saying the Field of Infinite Possibilities is extremely tangible right now. There’s a lot of pressure to imagine, pressure to capitulate to Personality’s dominance. What you have to keep in mind is that even though Personality is a stronger tide of habit, of a more common tide across your society, the potency of Personality is extraordinarily limited compared to accessing the Field of Infinite Possibilities when surrendering to Personality’s demands and instead, allowing Awareness to arise and guide and navigate.

One way to imagine this is, Personality is like a very thin layer that is all across the world, which makes it seem like it’s everywhere you go and there’s nothing else. If you surrender Personality, it’s as if you lift that very thin layer, and the infinite nature of everything above that thin layer is all the way out and beyond. The prevalence of Personality is undeniable, unmistakable, and unavoidable at times it seems. However, the depth and abundance of Awareness is uncontrastable. It’s silly to even compare it to Personality. If you’re running around in that thin layer of habit, of Core Emotion, of fear, it’s all you can see. So, it’s all you can know until you recognize there’s an alternative. Make sure you recognize that it’s something that you are dipped into, it’s not something that defines you. Once you are rising out of that, once you surrender Personality, it puts you in contact, in relationship to such an infinite source. And that infinite source is less familiar. It’s not necessarily unknown or unknowable, it hits different parts of your nervous system. It’s a change, and you have to have a commitment to be consistent and a willingness, or else you default back, especially when the voices of Personality are clamoring-which is what is happening right now. It’s imperative that you engage with each of your nows by surrendering your connection to Personality right now as profoundly as you possibly can. The difference you can make by being in Awareness is exponentially more than the difference you make by adding more Personality to Personality problems.

Visionaries: For many years now, Eloheim has been saying to you that you’re in training. You’re in training to be the calm at the center of the storm, to be the energetic leaders, to emanate clarity, to exist in an evolving state. The invitation is not to engage with “why?” but with, here you are now with the opportunity to do it. It doesn’t matter if you are being Awareness around the presidential election or being in Awareness around cutting your finger when you cut your hair. Both are extremely important. Don’t overlook the opportunity to surrender Personality in places that feel like they don’t matter that much. It absolutely matters! Even in decisions that feel light or small. One, emanationally, and two, practice! You might have a 1000 of those small things a day and so, if you overlook those when you’re at bat with them, when you need a homerun- look, practice! You make the choice to be in Awareness constantly. That’s the gift you give.

Imagine if the sun was more like you. Imagine if the sun stopped shining every time the collective was in Personality. Oops, I was in Personality. Now I’m in Awareness. Now you’re in the sunshine. Trigger. Personality. Oops. Awareness and sunshine. You would be living in strobe-light land. You may not have proof of your emanation, but you darn well know what it feels like when Personality is lit up. Because you know anytime you feel that, your sun is not shining. You want to make a difference? Start there. Shine your sun. This can’t be a sometimes thing. It’s on you now. Now that you’ve signed up for it, keep doing it. Don’t half-ass it. Overachievers in an overachieving lifetime. Level 10!
Eloheim: Schr√∂dinger’s cat. A brief way to say it: some scientist speculated that if you put a cat in a box, you don’t know if the cat is dead or alive until you open the box and look. The idea being that the observer affects reality. It’s a science thing you can look up. All this time, that idea has been kicking around. All this time, Veronica has imagined that the observer perspective is the most important. The observer is determining the reality by observation.

Through digging into reunification and Level 7 of It’s All Me, she recognized, wait, what if I’m the cat and not the observer? What if you’re the cat?! By the way, you ARE the cat. What is the cat’s experience? All realities, simultaneously. The observer doesn’t know. What if you are the cat? Not necessarily dead or alive, but all your reunifications. You are the experience of it’s all me. All potentials are present, simultaneously. As you experience all potentials simultaneously, you have the ability to not choose between them, but rather, integrate them. That’s reunification. The integration of all potentials. All nows are now. You’re the cat. Say an observer comes along and makes an observation of you. Observers are making observations at the level at which they are an observer. Now we come to you. You need to be careful when you are the observer that the place you observe from is not Personality. Don’t make Personality to be your observer. You allow Awareness to be the witness to your world. Then you have to opportunity to use your sensory system and to engage in multiple states in reality existing simultaneously. See the cat as both alive and dead and that it doesn’t cause cognitive dissonance in you. You become an observer of reality rather than an observer using Personality to limit your experience. You are the cat in your experience and exploration. Every now is now. All are valued and appreciated.

That’s us seeding the field. Let that bubble in you. Just let it settle in.

The other thing we want to talk about is Level 6. Veronica has been grumpy about Level 6. Back in the day, when we were on our climb through the levels, Level 6 was like nirvana on the horizon. We were crawling through the desert, hoping the oasis wasn’t a mirage. Then we got there. We’re not triggered. I’m in Level 6 and it’s amazing. Immediately, you all got bored. It was like the next week people were like “and??” For a while, Level 6 felt like a place you could rest in. Veronica is so irritated with Level 6 now. And that’s because it’s a trap. It has echoes of Level 3. It’s really easy to slip into arrogance when you think you’re not triggered. It’s also easy to park yourself there. A Lightworker nirvana, an, ah I’m not triggered by the world, I’m above it. It’s also like an evaluator: you’re not triggered so you’re in good shape. Whew. The best of Personality starts feeling like a place where you can park yourself and justify yourself- well, I’m not triggered. Veronica recognized that Level 6 becomes like a weird kind of reassurance place. I-must-be-doing-okay-because-I’m-not-triggered place. Level 6 is still a Personality place. Pinnacle Personality, but still feels like Personality. Watch how you’re relating to Level 6.

For Veronica, there was a very windy night and there were warnings out about the fire risk and potential power outages. In the middle of the night, she wakes up and hears the wind whipping. She realized that she was doing that false reassurance of hearing the wind and thinking oh my god, and I’m not triggered. And the wind would kick up again and she would have to go through the whole choosing and not triggered process all over again. Then it became, I cannot see “I’m not triggered” as the whole experience here! I’m a mess! She felt deeply into it and recognized the equal sign that was going on and that she was only offering herself a Personality way of navigating it. If I don’t use equal signs and Level 6, what do I have? What if I use the sensory system to connect to the wind instead of an equal sign of danger? So that’s what she did. I’m going to reunify with the wind. I’m going to stop deciding what the wind means ahead of time. Within a very short time she fell asleep again after being awake for a while.

Reunification is not just for what you think it’s for. It wouldn’t be called Level 10 if it were something casual and something narrow. It’s not a narrow notion. Remember, we keep reminding you because it’s so important: you were not expected to go beyond Level 4. So, if you go beyond that, double and half again, to Level 10, this is not small potatoes, people. Reunification is not just another oh I went from first grade to second grade. It’s out of the ballpark of all the experiences of Homo sapiens that you are accustomed to. It’s a big, strong, powerful, amazing thing that you’re doing. That’s why Personality can have nothing to do with it.

You are the cat. This is a new idea and more challenging to do with people. Practice with your plants, your animals, nature, and inanimate objects first, not with your neighbors. That’s making it harder than it needs to be.
Girls: Let’s do a meditation together. We’ll get the females of the Council together.

Earlier, one of the boys was talking about shining your sun, emanating you. emanating your truth and your clarity and also, your willingness to set aside Personality, to embrace the unknown and uncertain voyage into the field of infinite possibilities. As you release the desire to cling or force things into a certain shape, you open yourself up to all things being possible simultaneously. So, we love for you imagine that sunshine shining out of your heart. Whatever that looks like to you, we invite you to allow for that. Allow your sun to shine there from your heart. You don’t need to know where it goes or what it does, that’s not your business. The invitation is solely for you to make sure that there’s nothing blocking it. There’s nothing in the way, that you’re not choosing limitation in any fashion. that you just pull away from the idea that it needs to be restricted and you allow for it to burst forth from you. Allow your love, your care, your compassion, your tenderness, allow it to burst forth from you. It doesn’t need a target. It doesn’t need a destination. It doesn’t need an outcome. All it needs is escape. Escape from the Personality prison that it’s been trapped in. Escape and allow. Allow for it to be broadcast across the universe. Allow for it to be unfettered and unhindered. Allow for it to pierce the darkness and feed that which needs food, comfort that which needs comforting, touch that which needs affection, gift to that which feels lack, empower that which feels disemboldened. Bask in it. Let it feed and nurture your gingerbread. Feel it move down your arms and legs into your extremities. Caressing. Nurturing. Let it move up into your head. Feel it in each one of your follicles as it branches out and broadcasts in all directions. Let it fill your eyes that you might see with the vision of this clarity. Let it fill your mouth that you might speak with this clarity. Let it fill your ears that you might hear with this clarity. Offering all your senses to this gift, to this truth. Every now is now. You have access to all that has ever been and all that will ever be. Getting out of the way of whatever has been blocking that is your only task. You don’t even have to identify it, you can use your willingness, your overachiever-ness, your I-can-do-it, I-can-be-it, it’s possible.

Dive in. Let it go. Release yourself from the burden of caring Personality, of capitulating Personality, of being under Personality’s requirements of you. Break free. Let yourself be something you’ve never imagined before. Embrace all that is that you are. And free yourself once and for all from the chains and the suffering of Personality dishes. Give yourself over to the delight and discovery the witness, the chronicling, the experience and the exploring of living in the human body on the human world, from all that is you and all that is all meshed, blended. Allow. Allow and allow and allow and allow some more. It is your only rule, your only job, the only thing you have to do. It’s not even that hard. It just has to be consistent until it’s automatic. Let’s take some breaths together, shall we? Yes, that was lovely, thank you for sharing in that.

Fred: Back in the day, they gave us the Level 6 chakra. Remember they divided them up? Now Level 6 is the (Fred makes a dismissive noise) place. Good thing we’re not in charge of it anymore! We don’t want to be in charge of the pinnacle of Personality, thank you very much! Sounds like high school never-ending. The job we have now is to make sure that you recognize the potential that exists within you, the thing you don’t really understand. When they said Level 4 is all you were supposed to get, they didn’t even know if you’d get there. It wasn’t a guarantee. Really, it was imagined that you’d get trapped in Level 3 for at least three or four more lifetimes. The fact that you moved through Level 3 at all is amazing because it’s such a muckety-muck spot. Then you get into Level 4. If you look around in the world, there’s a hell of a lot of reinforcement for duality and victimhood so why would we expect you would pass that hurdle? But then you did. Wait. They’re in Level 4 now. Guys, they’re in Level 4! Eloheim hadn’t made a lesson plan for this! They were like, uhhhhh. So, they had to do one of those tricky time things they do where they open a pocket universe and have no time pass here while they take lots of time to figure things out: now we’re going to have to teach them about Level 5 and Level 6. But they knew if you could get to Level 4, you could get to Level 6. And if you were going to get to Level 6, they had to bring the big guns to get to Level 7. Remember how long it took to explain Level 7 to you, to see that Awareness was a thing, and don’t give up? It took a long time because you were literally having to rewrite the code of humanity in order to do it. Now, those words don’t convey exactly what we want to convey but you had to take beings, bodies, societies that were based on fear and change yourself enough that you could be in a society based in fear and not live from fear anymore. It would be very similar for us saying you have been breathing air all this time but remember in the womb, you were able to have liquid in your lungs? We’re going to go back to that. You would be, “What? The twenty of us are going back to fluid-in-our-lungs time? How are we supposed to pay our bills?” But we didn’t start with physicality. Remember Eloheim saying the body gets it last? Yes. And we did the body last. Because you were going through such a radical transformation that if we had done it body first, you would have never gotten out of the fear enough to do it. So, we had to use words like inside job, people don’t know you’re doing it, you kind of don’t know you’re doing it and all the time, you’re sort of confused, and sometimes you’re clear and sometimes you’re not. Because we couldn’t do it in the Big Body way first. It wouldn’t have been kind or loving to you. But now the body stuff has to come onboard because you can’t leave it behind, you need it where you’re going. And you’ve got one. Not everybody does.

It needs to be part of the movement. Now physicality is starting to get involved. You’re the cat. It’s dead. It’s alive. It’s all happening simultaneously. And every now is now. You guys are like, oh my god. Okay, it’s really true and you guys don’t have to understand it yet. All of that is to say, that the body piece is coming onboard. And we don’t mean gingerbread. That’s only a portion of the whole thing. The body piece is the reality that you are animated in a physical place. Physicality is part of this journey. And yet you are trying to connect with physicalities that are scattered across what you perceive as time. This is crazy nonsense. No, it’s not. It’s really real. We don’t know what you thought the Big-B Body was, but it doesn’t just mean your front yard. It means the physicality of all your reunifications, and yours. All of that physicality. Your physicality and theirs, yours and their surroundings, all of it. Every now is now. We mean it. Every subatomic particle is present in this now with you. It’s a changed relationship to physicality. It’s one particle. And it is the IS. The IS of the IS. There’s no language for this, people. There’s only one now and it isn’t your gingerbread skinning through time. It’s you present, profoundly, without Personality in the way, experiencing the absolute profundity of this place in a pure form without there being any interference from Personality. You might think of all your alternate expressions like a stack of cards. Each card is a different lifetime. That’s the observer way. And right now, the feelings of my current lifetime are louder. You are the entirety of all that would be contained on all those cards, simultaneously expressed. Hahahaha. Oh god, what now? Again, don’t let this upset you or trip you out. Just let it sink in. Just let it be. Just let it settle in you. You know, Eloheim won’t leave you out to hang. It sounds super sci-fi because you were never imagined that you would get to Level 4, and you’re pushing Level 10, and that’s just the way it happens, people. You don’t think it was going to be subtle, did you? Why would it be? The difference between Level 3 and Level 4 was earth shattering. The difference between Level 4 and Level 6 was pretty shocking, so the difference between Level 6 and Level 10 should be just about moving-the-planet in its amazing-ness. And it is.

Warrior: Well, you’ve had a ride tonight. What do we want to add to that? Occasionally you all underestimate yourselves. You don’t believe in yourselves enough. You doubt, you second guess, you have insecurities. If you’re in the battlefield, it doesn’t matter if you doubt yourself or not, you’re standing there. It doesn’t stop people from throwing sharp objects at you. Doubting yourself isn’t actually a good reason why you should or shouldn’t do something. Let’s imagine you’re in a battle, standing in a line at the top of the hill with us. People are throwing things at us, yelling, running at us. Doubting yourself doesn’t stop those guys from running at us. Being afraid doesn’t stop them and doesn’t help us. Giving in to your anxieties? Not going to stop them. So, all those things can be going on, and they are, and you can be anxious or doubt yourself. Now. Here you guys are. You can be anxious. You can doubt yourself or say I didn’t understand what Eloheim said or say, I’m not on the bus, or be freaking out about any of that stuff, but guess what? The world is still coming at you. Personality will still run up that hill. Personality is still going to have sharp things like insecurities, disillusionment, discouragement, anger, questions, COVID, and the election, and you can stand there and be scared shitless and it’s not going to stop it from running at you. What are you going to do? Despite what is going on for you, the world is still coming, and you have the opportunity to say even though all this is happening, I’m still going to show up in consciousness. I’m still going to surrender Personality. I’m still going to take this on head on. I’m still going to ask for help, I’m still going to rely on my tools. Regardless of the rest of it. Your fear or anger doesn’t stop that guy. You still have to face it. You’re in the place where you face down what comes at you. Surrender the old ways of doing it. The more you feed Personality into the system, the more Personality there is going to be.

Matriarch: We’re just going to say goodnight all. Thank you to all of you for your attention, for your persistence, and your willingness. Goodnight.

Four Sessions held in October 2020

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