“If you are outside of your energy, you are missing an opportunity to know something of you.”

“The places where you are unconscious you’re unconscious are your deepest exploration now.”

“If you are ignoring your small triggers they have to get ‘loud’ to get your attention.”

The meeting of March 21, 2012 continued the exploration of staying in “your own energy.” The video below is the Guardians opening the meeting. The Visionaries continued where the Guardians left off. Eloheim worked with the group in discussing “small triggers” they had discovered. Fred and the Girls contributed to the discussion. The Warrior continued his new story in such a powerful way it moved Veronica to tears. The Matriarch closed the meeting.

Audio downloads of the five meetings held in March, 2012

We had another great Q&A with Eloheim on March 18, 2012.

Audio downloads of the five meetings held in March, 2012

“I just want to say I thought the answer I received was inspired at the q & a, I am still laughing at ‘focus on your own f-ing life,’ I so needed to hear it and will definitely have it as a daily mantra. Thank you!”

Questions answered during March 2012 Q&A with Eloheim:

I have been having pain in the muscles in my legs. Last night it was so painful that my toes were twisted, lower part of both legs muscles were in pain. Could you, please help me with understanding energetics to release it.

I seem to have mastered the technique of asking for something and then waiting for it to never show up so I would like to change things up a bit and put out a desire and have it actually show up in a reasonable amount of time. I know that’s crazy talk and all, but that’s all I got for today.

Your talks in the past two weeks have helped me A LOT by making me aware that I have been overlooking the SMALL triggers which is probably what had caused me to feel somewhat stuck. Being in my own energy and truth, whatever it may be, is amazing ( when I can remember 🙂 ) Last month I asked about the emotional causes for my cancer. I have been experiencing progress mostly about how I feel and interact with the world. (Setting boundaries and allowing love in a way that feels good to me) I still seem to be stuck on the physical healing level which makes me wonder what else I might be overlooking in that area on every level? Would you please tell me more about that?

I have been practicing boundaries the last couple of days which has been challenging, and I seem to be determined. I’ve noticed a lot of anger consuming me before, during, and after situations where I speak my truth. It feels very low vibration and tight. Can you shed light on how I can heal this?

Who am I and what am I here to do?

Wednesday night’s staying in my space found me listening to some folks and events and just being present. With others there was a need to keep telling myself to be still. I find I am unable to find what is true now to get to the core issue of the child-like eagerness. There is simplicity to it buzzing with excitement. Only taking a breath will quiet the upwelling. What does this excitement represent in me?

I ended a relationship with someone I still love, about a month ago, because he had promised me things and then not delivered on them, and I felt we were in a power struggle and I had to accept everything his way. I haven’t heard from him and I still feel a foolish lingering sense of hope that he will deliver on his promises, and resentment that he has just walked away with no sense of obligation or responsibility. Can you shed some light on how to get closure in this situation please?

In a previous Q&A’s I had asked about my strong empathy for people and you explained to me that it was connected to oneness and then mentioned that it also ties into an issue I am currently running about not feeling whole….I agree could you please explain more. I would like to transform that energy so that it can become a positive giving attribute because currently I feel like the not feeling whole really messes with my foundation. I keep doing transformative work and and get to new layers of myself and I push through to another layer and some how I have gotten to a place where I feel like my foundation may not be as stable as I would like…I hope you can read the energy of it more to get a good view of it.

I have created my home at the beach. I KNOW it’s created. What is between my Self and that home at the beach?

The advertising & marketing company that I most recently worked for recently closed it’s doors due to the owners being investigated for a check kiting scheme. A very crazy situation – for sure! Although an easy situation to feel victimized, I am hardly feeling that. I am now in a situation that seems ripe with possibility in beginning my own company with another former employee – and we are in a huge wave of creative energy. Although I no longer have a regular paycheck, I am seeing many other resources around me, and also it feels like there might be clients are right around the corner? I’m exploring all the places where I might be hiding from myself – as it pertains to triggers over money. Doing a LOT of “what is true now”? I am comparing myself to me, and noticing a very calm and focused feeling most of the time. It feels like I have already created this whole story and now I’m walking into it – what’s that about? Is my life actually starting to get fun?

I’m trying to get more physically healthy and lose a little weight. I’ve started exercising again but can’t make my mind up about diet. Abraham says eat whatever you like, but Bashar and Ascended master St Germain recommends a raw vegan diet – and say that dense food (such as meat, fish, sugar, caffeine and anything processed etc.) makes it difficult for people to ascend. What are your thoughts on diet and what do you feel would make the best energetic diet for me?

This past week I’ve felt very intense feelings of “I’m done here” — although I don’t know exactly where “here” is — the earth? living in this area? — and have also felt an intense longing-for something, and again, I’m not sure what I’m longing for. I felt this intensity for about five days, and then Thursday morning it was gone. I’m wondering if what’s been going on here is a deeper merging with my higher self, or with other expressions of myself. Whatever it is, it’s been very intense, and I’d like some perspective on it.

I am using “This trigger is mine” daily now and growing more comfortable with it. What happens when I still feel so angry after owning it? I had a very intense encounter with a script holder in public last week and even though I owned his rudeness I felt like I couldn’t help but feel pain about it for several hours afterward. Owning it cleared my energy, but the pain slipped back in later. It feels confusing, but I think I’m getting a hold on it. I felt very centered yesterday in Manhattan, despite all the chaos around me.

When Eloheim presented their idea for the March 14th meeting, I thought, “Oh boy, ok….this is going to be interesting.” I also had to shop. This may be the first meeting I have ever “had to shop for” I sure can’t remember any other!

Summary of the meeting:

Eloheim and the Council have been directing us towards a transformed way of living. We access this new way of living by being conscious in every moment of our lives; living consciously in our own energy aware of own nature in the midst of our everyday interaction with the physical world.

Recent meetings with the Council have been designed to help us with the step-by-step living of our truth in the physical reality.

For this meeting, Eloheim designed an exercise to determine if the group maintained their own energy in the midst of physical and energetic interaction with each other (this included the group from the internet).

Eloheim had Veronica prepare 20 paper bags by drawing various symbols on one side and including an object in each. The bags were stapled shut. Each group member selected a bag and Eloheim then questioned them about their moment by moment experience of the situation before, during, and after the bags were opened.

Eloheim’s inquires included:
How do you feel about the exercise?
What is it bringing up in you?
How well are you in your own energy as other group members share their experiences?

The reactions and responses of the group are fascinating as they show how the temptation to be in the past or future and the temptation to be involved in anothers’ “business” is so strong that we fall for it even when we are focused on not letting ourselves be distracted.

Eloheim illuminates the distractions and guides us in how to catch ourselves when we become unconscious and habitual so that our conscious emanation can be more consistent.

Comments about this meeting:
I just watched the march 14 webcast and thought it was really interesting. The range of reactions was surprising and it was an effective exercise.

I was totally triggered by the group’s reactions and really learned a lot about myself in the process!

This was such a fun-filled meeting and at the same time so very profound.

Audio downloads of the five meetings held in March, 2012

A behind the scenes photo!

The focus of this session stressed the importance of being in the emanation of our truth consistently. Eloheim created a very interesting exercise to generate situations to help us practice this.

The Guardians – Were rather intense as they reminded the group to stay in their individual energy fields. They explained that we are at a very important place in the ascension timeline right now. Maintaining our “centered in self” focus as we dig deeper into big patterns will reveal further layers to explore with each new level of expansion.

The Visionaries – Reminded us that the the energy of 2012 is very important and it requires strict spiritual discipline to take advantage of this opportunity. This lifetime, which is the culmination of many lifetimes of hard work and spiritual focus, aligns with a time when we are culturally and socially free to abide in deep self exploration and emanation of our truth.

Eloheim conducted an exercise with the group by calling each person to the microphone to answer four questions:

1) What does an AHA feel like?
2) What a trigger feels like?
3) How do you feel right now?
4) What was the thing that was distracting you from the exercise?

The exercise was conducted to highlight that “BEING CONSCIOUS and centered in our emanation” needs to be in every moment, in every situation, in every interaction, when we are alone and also in our dealings with the outside world. This is to facilitate living from level 5 and neutral observation.

Audio downloads of the five meetings held in March, 2012

Interview of Veronica and Eloheim by Shelli Speaks on 3-10-2012

The session of February 29th continued last week’s theme of “judgement is being mean to yourself,” this week’s session focused on the sneaky ways we judge ourselves and the ramifications of those judgements.

The Guardians stressed that we are in a very important time. We are rooting ourselves in level 5 and learning to abide in that level comfortably. We need to watch where we are tempted to think, “If I had…” They advised us to ask, “What is it that I look for from others and why haven’t I given to myself?” This question can reveal the places where we feel lack and help us realize our true, abundant nature.

The Visionaries pointed out that since we are living from a high vibrational place, we cannot look for someone else to fix our triggers. It’s important to love ourselves well and realize that we are already all that we look for from others. We cannot ascend the parts that we do not love. Fully embodying, “This trigger is mine” is totally different way of being in this world.

Eloheim spoke about the “sneaky ways we are mean to ourselves.” One of the ways we are mean to ourselves is by being caught in “preconceived notions” about what happiness, joy, and bliss are like. We often look outside of ourselves with those notions and be hard on ourselves for not matching a certain ideal. Mostly we have preconceived notions about “what we might require” to walk the path of ascension. It’s important to be comfortable in the “step by step” process.

The Girls stated that we have this inbuilt deep desire for change, so we WILL change no matter what, we decide at what speed we wish to change. It’s important to let go of the notion that there is something wrong if the speed of change is not up to our expectations. Instead it’s important to relax knowing that the transformation IS happening whatever the speed.

Fred encouraged us to continue to believe and lay new neural pathways of beliefs that “physical matter” can be modified by using free will. He reminded us that it’s important to manage our survival instinct’s strong reaction to this idea.

The Warrior continued the story of his journey when he was young sharing how step by step his experiences were allowing him learn to be more of “who he truly is.” He spoke about looking outside of himself to know he is “ok” and the result of that exercise.

The Matriarch expressed that one day we will know that it was never possible for us to “suck,” how amazing each step, each transformation, each effort, and each experience actually were, and how complete and whole we were/are in all of these experiences. She reminded us that it’s important to go step by smaller step, each smaller step we take gives us opportunity to know ourselves from that perspective which facilitates a deeper knowing of our self.

Audio downloads of the six meetings held in February, 2012