Four sessions held in June, 2013
This package includes audio of all four sessions held in June 2013.
Eloheim was in fine form and began the meeting by reading the energy of the room discovering that the group was FED UP with the way things have always been.
The meeting continued with Eloheim working individually with attendees.
Eloheim is always lively and very physical during the Sebastopol sessions.
The session of June 12, 2013 marked a new beginning.
It came on the heels of a big aha.
This work is not for everyone
It’s not even for most
It’s for some.
Do you want to be part of the sum?
Guardians: And so we have begun. A new opportunity begins tonight.
Visionaries: Be in the right trajectory, ready to go. Allow for what is, and allow for revelation. Allow uncovering. Because we are uncovering the place in you that you keep going to (familiar suffering). Ask yourself, what needs to come off? What layer is done? The one that’s extra loud right now, but is done with – we pull that layer back.
Eloheim: We are in a serious mode, an intense place. This work we are doing with you is not for most; it’s for some. Our job is to do energetic tracking – “this is what we see.” If you stay with us, you need to contribute energetically; you need to do the work and transform your patterns. You are responsible for what we give you. This is about ownership and accountability. We strongly want to go to another level, and this takes something additional.
(Eloheim took out tool cards, gave them to the attendees, who took turns stating when they recently used that particular tool. Eloheim emphasized that all participate with each person’s tool).
You are the boss of your habits, fears and survival instinct, not the other way around. The tools are about interrupting those patterns. “Where am I lying to myself in order to make myself feel comfortable? Where am I going to my familiar suffering?” These tools pop you out of that hole. “This is happening for me” is the beginner tool of “this is my first choice” – which is about asking what this moment really has for me. It’s about refusing to go into the past or future, but putting attention right on what’s in your lap. Even in the face of fear, in the face of your particular monster, you can stand in “I don’t know anything” or neutral observation, or any other tool. Find the tools that work for you. And then practice on the everyday stuff.
The tools are also about helping you be comfortable with uncertainty. Uncertainly is very loud in all of you right now, so you are not alone in it. The only thing that changes uncertainty is your perspective on it, to see it as unlimited possibilities. See the next moment as a good guy; see opportunities for something new as not bad or triggering. From the uncertainty of this moment, you create your next moment. Stand in clarity by stating your truth and desire. The ultimate freedom is the freedom to choose. Choose and choose again to be kind to yourself, even in the face of triggers. Choose and choose again…for a healed core emotion.
On the other hand, if you focus on an outcome, and you don’t get it, you feel like you are never good enough. Hold the line on that. Say “I do not know what the next moment holds, but I know who I AM in it.”
A taste of the next level, “Now I see.” In level 8, you are the generator. It’s not about going over to what anyone else thinks or does about your emanation. It is “watch it move, not “watch me snoop.” Level 8 comes from the perspective of your awareness that you are the center. Once that energetic is in place, the next level will lift your whole perspective up to a higher, bird’s-eye level view, and a deeper awareness.
We had a wonderful Q&A with Eloheim this month.
The focus you must have now is the illumination of static. Your relationship to it MUST shift because there is no longer room for static to be taking up your day or your emanation. When you think any thought, it must have a correct relationship to the present moment, and be unpolluted by outcome. You cannot continue to live in “if only.” Take ownership of what you emanate, ownership of every moment. If you don’t like the moment, how are you interacting with it? What are you choosing? Accountability is absolutely required now. Soul integration is a sacred task and responsibility. Treat static as if it was your most precious possession…grab it with both hands so that you can clear it. “Where am I giving away now? Where is the opportunity here?” Don’t drop the opportunity in order to go to suffering. Don’t prefer suffering to what is actually happening.
Be in now, not “over there” and not in the future. Outcome = suffering. Don’t expect outcome to change your current moment. You take yourself wherever you go, and a changed outcome doesn’t change who you are. If the “now” sucks: don’t argue with what is, don’t apply a story, don’t be in outcome, don’t be in “must be.” That’s all static. Your emanation consists of thoughts, actions, emotions, feeling, memories, fears, SI, core emotion. Static. Static. Static. Only when that quiets down, can you feel what is really here for you. Bring it back to now. Transformation is NOW. So who are you now? What is your truth now? What’s your current moment? What is actually happening? What is fascinating?
When issues come up, use the “I am tempted tool.” Back up and be from a centered place. You’re you. There’s no specific thing you have to be doing to know how you are, to be the truth of you.
If you can’t be static-free, at least be aware when it happens. When you are in discomfort, don’t go to suffering; go into awareness. Determine where the discomfort is coming from. Don’t re-traumatize yourself, but just become conscious. Take the opportunity to be kind to yourself.
Say: “I’m not going to be in familiar suffering any more.” Then take much smaller steps. This is a new way to navigate the world, so it may feel unfamiliar at first, unsettled. This is a transitory place; a metamorphosis and you’ll encounter bumps. But say: “what would be good to experience now?” Because the moment is the only place that you can engage in transformation.
Fascination clears static and is the doorway to instant manifestation. You can “ride” fascination without adding static, and then your true abundance becomes more obvious. On your circle of possibilities, each possibility becomes a probability, moving closer to the center and to your experience. With every static that is removed, the odds of manifestation increase.
Our June 26, 2013 session was our annual visit to Napa. We had a lovely potluck dinner and social time before the session. It’s always nice to spend time together in this way.
Guardians: This is a new beginning. This is an opportunity to be a new being, to live in a new way, to be something you haven’t been before. Strip away the static between you and infinite possibilities. See how close to no-static you can be. Don’t let your thoughts have their way with you. Be totally in the “now” moment. Open to a new way of interacting with the things in your life, even when you’re in “the marketplace.”
Visionaries: We are deepening the moment that we’re in. Your relationship to this moment can be something so attentive, so aware, so non-projecting that the “now” becomes that fractal thing. It expands. The “now” expands! When you get in that place, you will start to know yourself the way you know yourself as a soul. And you will have energetic awareness of each other, with no words needed. In order to get to this place, put your thoughts under your purview. It’s either/or. Expansion OR static. Expansion OR thoughts. It’s either/or. That’s why you practice, and that’s why you become aware of what’s in the way. See what is “now” not what “should be.”
Eloheim: You will be rewarded by eliminating static in your life. Static is familiar suffering, but you don’t have to confront it to remove it. Just don’t give it attention. It’s always a choice and, as a choice, it can be changed. (Gives some visual tools to help us say “no”) Imagine colored balls circling your head. You can be aware they are there, but also be aware when you grab and push a ball right into your head. Picture it. See it for what it really is, and then pull it out. You can also use the visual image of a snowplow, and physically push it away. If you experience a situational memory, or the past in any form, contract the space it takes in order to create a separation from your “now.” Whatever the static is, including bad memories, say “no; you live over there.” Let yourself be the one who decides.
Warrior: We’d like to take you outside and do calisthenics in order for you to have a physical component to the energy of saying “no” – to integrate that energy into the physical form in a visceral way. You must create an inner environment that is hostile to repetitive thinking. You can tap into that deep, fractal kind of experience, but static has to go first. Imagine yourself as an experienced sword fighter, and fight dirty if you have to. Tell it: “Just go! I won’t have it! I will not think you again. This is OVER!” Tap into your warrior energy to slay the thoughts that need to be slayed.
Fred: (one of those Fred-on-the-outskirts appearance) There is a level of experiencing that you’ve had up to now, that we’ll call layer one. But experience can go much deeper; it can be more expansive and yet concentrated. It can be a bigger, more intensified experience. This is the fractal experience. You disassociate the experience from any outcome and you have a new understanding of how your surroundings function. The “more” of the truth is there to experience. It’s like a microscope – you magnify what you’re looking at so many times that you see what it’s truly made of. And if you would experience what YOU are really made of, and then you LIVED that way, you’d be very different! But to get there, you have to control your thoughts. For repetitive thoughts, including thoughts of being mean to yourself, imagine a big block of bad Legos taking up a lot of your brain. When you have that block of Legos, you cannot go to the deeper layers. So those thoughts have to go. The less static you have, the more access you have to these new places.
Girls: You’ve made an opening for what the Warrior and Fred offered, and they also gave you the energetic feeling of what they were talking about. Ride that wave. Feel into the truth of the progress you’ve made, as well as the opportunity you have to go even further. Love yourself while you deal with your static. Don’t be frustrated and don’t give up.
Matriarch: Your body and brain have been perfect. They have not done one thing wrong. So, as you try to change, as you look to do something new, don’t look for a bad guy. Just give your brain new guidelines so that it can continue to look out for you. It needs your instruction, your leadership, discipline, appreciation, and love.