Four Sessions held in May 2023

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May 7, 2023

– Feeling “under the weather”, unusual symptoms, “detoxy”, is a theme recently because body-gets-it-last (BGIL) is in full swing now.

– Part of BGIL is that the body – GB – starts to be a priority above thinking, emotions, plans and regrets, static and baggage, etc, all of which have been coopted by P for its own use while dragging the GB along. Until now.

– This does not mean engaging what thinking imagines and believes the body/physicality is, or is for. Rather it is relating to the actual visceral experience of the physicality of the GB, without listening to any P static in the experience even if it is heard.

– The landscape of experiencing the GB is now up as the place where VCS is unfolding. BGIL means “we first get to experience our GB, rather than first getting to experience P” in ways we have not experienced before.

– The urge to move and relate to the body in new ways, or exercise, etc, is up and loud for many. This is emerging from P no longer being in charge of the process of how our uniqueness is physicalizing.

– Our uniqueness has a physical component which P has dominated the expression of. We now get to experience and explore the physical component of our uniqueness without P filtering.

– Having a GB is unusual and we did not need it to experience earth. We have a GB because there are important non-P reasons for that. These non-P reasons are, FINALLY, getting to be revealed as we open into a non-P experience of physicality, Big-B-Body, and GB.

– VCS is unfolding in the GB and how the GB experiences the world: What a fine thing to have reached this moment!

– Being aware of the GB, and the fact that the GB will die, are very reactively associated together in the P experience of the GB. Being aware of the GB immediately leaps into the SI of “the GB will die”. There is no gap between them unless you work on there being a gap.

– SI is very noisy and default in the P experience of the GB. P camps in SI, gatekeeping and limiting a VCS in the experience of the GB. Everyone has this and it keeps us in outcome.

– It is now important to become more sensitive to the feeling of how SI is playing out in us. Recognizing where the P-urge to tell us how things are going to play out for us is still getting bought into.

– To be deeply present without SI active means abiding as the “I don’t know” of Schrödinger cat’s “neither alive nor dead”.

– We wanna say “At last the GB gets it!”, “At last the GB is it”, “At last the GB gets to be it”.

– The GB gets to be first instead of all the thinking, emoting, worry, anxiety, etc, that the GB gave us a vehicle to explore while holding our uniqueness.

– Now that all that P stuff has quietened down, our uniqueness in the vessel of our GB is what gets to be explored! That’s the deal folks!

– We have said “If you grew a third-arm we would have to remind you to use it”. Well, we are there now! We are going to keep it short today as that is all we need to say today but there will be more from us on this soon no worries!

– Veronica talks about a choiceless urge to get some creek water while abiding in the hot tub and the nature around it. An urge which E immediately confirmed but did not direct. Veronica got some creek water which now sits on her desk.

– Eloheim: This is an invitation to engage with the Big-B-Body in a new, present, way without outcome and will be unique for everyone. Now that P is not in charge of physicality, we are invited to pay attention to how our uniqueness, embraced by our GB vessel, experiences and explores the world. What do we notice? What is our attention drawn to? That is today’s question.

– When stuff is going on in our GB – pain, “under the weather”, etc – more important than what is going on is how we are within the experience of what is going on. How we are in it. P or Presence?

– There is always a temptation to be in outcome when exercising, taking your supplements, eating better, etc. The invitation now is to abide in the choiceless clarity to do these things while doing them, rather than abiding in the outcome of what will come from them which is only P limitation.

– The point of all this is finding the place where our uniqueness is experiencing and exploring our physical vessel without P

– Many people in the meeting mention having some kind of new experiences in their peripheral vision. E invites exploring this without turning our heads, and as an invitation to deepen in Presence within GB sensory awareness not limited or overridden by P outcome and “next!” tunnel-vision-fixation.

– E on Part 2: The rest of the council (Girls, Mags, Matriarch) will be in Wed May-10 meeting as Veronica needs some rest and recuperation.

May 10, 2023

BGIL is an unveiling, a pulling away of the wool from our eyes. A recognition that something has been blocking experiencing the truth of our uniqueness, and that “something” is observable and surrenderable at this time. We can see its desire, temptation, to influence us, and can own our power to not cooperate with it, to set it aside. Stripping it away. Unveiling.

This unveiling, stripping away, can have us feeling a bit naked, exposed, raw. It can bring up stuff. However the P-life has not been a cake walk anyway. Feeling a little raw, a little exposed, does not have to feel like a worse or hard way, just different. As we navigate and own this unveiling, we can expect it to be revelatory and transformational, held lightly to not be in outcome. We are on the edge of being that which has not been before.

The opportunity here is to stand consistently in the realization, ownership, the reliance on the reality of non-P state (Presence, choiceless-choice, tidy-timing, etc). If something feels awkward, confusing, treat like its hill42 and observe the temptation to be in it in that way, without inhabiting it and activating your SI and UCE. Observe it like you watch something on TV or people watch when you are at the mall.

This may feel different than when observing someone getting some cotton candy since its an internal urge but we are telling you its the same thing. It’s the same thing because the “you” the internal urge tempts us to inhabit is another version of you that was dominated by personality. Another version of you, and dynamic, that our uniqueness is no longer caught up as, no longer inhabits as you already know where that road goes.

It’s a simple thing that’s challenging to execute because it’s so deeply ingrained in every little piece of the way we have navigated every single lifetime, since we started having incarnations on Earth. And the freedom from that is a big deal. Grabbing that freedom is a simple act done over and over until it becomes natural, the new default. Observing the temptation into hill42 “as over there someplace” but not engaged with as the combo of your uniqueness and the GB shape we perceive as our vessel.

Our uniqueness perceiving our vessel without patterns and filters engaged is a whole new thing. Defaulting to this observational place is inhabiting the vessel in a new way, with new eyes. The physical body is the gift, and vessel, that allows us to perceive the Big-B-Body. A vessel we are only now starting to inhabit authentically consistently without personality screaming at us from the corner. We will find a lot is there well beyond things like illness and health etc., and other ideas of what the body is for. The truth of what the vessel provides in the journey of the surrender of P and abiding in A.

We are in this new transitional time where we are bringing in a lot of new energy and new information. Also different language (e.g. vessel instead of GB) to alert that things are different, things are changing. The change in language is not casual. One of the reasons for this change is to alert us that our physical vessel is being occupied, and partnered with, by us in a new way. Level 12!

P paradigm says “You are your body”, and while this makes sense in the P paradigm, it needs to no longer make sense in order for us to continue to move out of the P paradigm. We are at this moment where we are moving out of using the GB to identify/define ourselves to ourselves, and instead recognizing that our uniqueness is inhabiting a vessel and that partnership is on an exploration. What this does is that it starts to create some distance from the definition of the body that we have always used.

Our uniqueness, which is undefinable, infinite and immortal, inhabits a vessel that allows for exploration of physicality. An opportunity that our uniqueness is profoundly grateful to the vessel for.

As our uniqueness inhabits the vessel in this new way, freed from previous definitions, assumptions about the body, we can have a new different relationship to the entire thing than we have ever had before as our uniqueness partners with the vessel for exploration.

Your uniqueness is inhabiting your vessel: all of it is a way to break up the way physicality (body and Big-B-Body) has been experienced, expressed, and explored. Moving out from using the body for definition and identity (“I am this!”), into recognizing that this vessel supports my uniqueness – which can’t be defined – exploring. This gives the opportunity to have physical life respond to our uniqueness in ways that will seem miraculous.

Our uniqueness is the infinite and immortal part of us, that experiences the vessel and abides as Awareness (rather than living in a GB in P). Vessel is what we have perceived as the GB, but there is a lot more to it than that. Awareness is the unfiltered experience of our uniqueness inhabiting the vessel experiencing and exploring physicality (rather than P being the way we experience and explore everything). Our uniqueness is much more than can ever be imagined so don’t try to imagine it. Instead, acknowledge it.

Having a human vessel is an amazing gift; it carries us along so we can experience and explore and perceive.

The information we are sharing today, and the energetics that accompany it, is a potentiation of concentrated, explosively transformational energy. If we can own and live the truth of our uniqueness partnering with the vessel for exploration it explodes with new potentials.

We have cracked off enough P that we are starting to see the shape in the marble and because we are not actually a sculptor the new shape in the marble emerges in a “Big Bang” kind of way. The shape of how our uniqueness inhabiting our vessel becomes a profoundly different way to experience physicality and life on Earth.

Be cautions about not letting P, thinking tell us what uniqueness and vessel is. P will want to tells us we already know what the word vessel refers to, because the imagining is that the vessel refers to the GB. What if the GB is only part of the vessel? What if the GB is not even part of the vessel? We don’t want to talk about that tonight; we want you to not think about that.

As we get to the point where personality can be observed rather than lived then the experience of your uniqueness inhabiting your vessel gets to be done without personalities influence. Not once accidentally like a rare supernatural feat that cannot be repeated, but consistently lived. Legitimately experiencing the truth of the vessel, and legitimately encountering what the point of having a vessel was. Legitimately experiencing what the vessel means, and what it is like to experience physicality, separate from what personality has imagined.

Wow, very very beautiful. We feel you all have made a big step closer to the vision of you that we have always seen, and always held to be true for you. The vision of you living as the truth, the movement, the reality of you.

Your uniqueness can express! Your uniqueness can express! … We are going to leave it at that for now to be considerate of Veronica but E says to tell you they promise to say more about this soon. Much love, many blessings and goodnight for now.

May 21, 2023

— When our uniqueness’ inhabiting of the vessel is not filtered through P, we open the door to experiences that have not been had before. When no longer hamstrung by P, our uniqueness gets to emanate, create, and impact in ways it has not had the ability to do.

— The human vessel is purposefully a vehicle for intense experience in physicality in all kinds of ways that are quite different/opposite from the noncorporeal experience. An intensity that offers an opportunity for transformation, evolution and revolution in the experience of being sentient, of being a Soul.

— In the tide-of-P, the intensity and amnesia of the experience of physicality was processed through SI giving rise to predominance of lifestyles and lifepaths built around coping with the intensity and uncertainty. Now, we are turning into the intensity rather than inhabiting P to cope with it. Instead of “Omg, this place is intense but I don’t want to die (SI) so I stay and cope (P)”, we now place emphasis only on the first part without the P SI and coping parts. “This place is intense, AND.” Uncertainty, intensity is not wrong. Relating to it differently, without P, is what we are doing now.

— So why do we have a body, especially given how limiting it is compared to the noncorporeal experience? For the opportunity to transmute physicality. As our nervous system and sensory system comes into the reality of the unfiltered-by-P state of being, it allows our uniqueness (which is infinite and immortal) and vessel to collaboratively impact physicality, and discover a state of being that has not been explored. Experiencing the vessel in intensity, unfiltered by P, is an evolutionary experience and opportunity not to be missed – Don’t miss it!

— The odds of coming into intense density, duality and limitation under amnesia and succeeding in transmuting physicality rather than just getting lost in the intensity and amnesia were not high, but it was worth a try. Where we have already reached now is like having the winning powerball lottery ticket in hand. With our uniqueness unbounded by P while experiencing the vessel, the resources that we will have access to are unlimited. We have been able to live without P constantly distorting our experience – this now frees capacity for other things to happen.

May 24, 2023

— Continuing with the three phases highlighted in the last meeting: (1) This place is intense! (2) but I don’t want to die (SI) (3) I better start coping with being here: The third phase is all P. Over the lifetimes, P has gotten cleverever and cleverer at coping. Our work started on addressing this; realizing where we are coping and addressing the underlying P issues and dynamics, and evolving the relationship to SI.

— Now, we are engaging just the first part – This place is intense, period. “Intense” here isn’t about adrenaline, or negative/hard/rough. Rather “Intense” could also be “Uncertain”, tying in to everything we have explored about abiding in uncertainty.

— What if P is no longer filtering the experience? All the limiting and fear-based equal signs P associates with “Intense” e.g scary, bad aren’t part of the conversation. Allowing unfiltered experiences at least part of the time if not all of the time, and the opportunity to experience and explore physicality as uniqueness inhabiting the vessel.

— When P is not in charge, we have reality unfiltered, and our uniqueness, inhabiting the vessel experiencing and exploring Presence. We evolve the relationship to SI by not engaging/believing fearful thinking about the future. Instead, we are experiencing and exploring this now, Presence, in collaboration with the vessel. This becomes the mechanism when P is not in the picture, and leads to the unfolding of revelation after revelation, unbounded. It is literally boundless. This is what we want to focus on today, and all of this is headed towards the experience of physicality being vastly changed.

— Every “subatomic particle” is tidy, and there is a cohesion to that tidiness such as trees, people, etc, and these cohesions are also “tidy”. The definition of “tidy” cannot be assigned by P – it is an inherent part of the system. The interpretation of tidiness by P creates distortion. Distortion is not inherent.

— The temptation is to take something you say “I know X is bad, “not-tidy” – and try to backfill it to make it tidy. Don’t do that. The underlying nature of reality is tidiness. Cumulative tidiness is cohesion. Your impact on cohesion is made by how much P you are able to surrender, and once you have surrendered P how you are able to be creative in the expression of your uniqueness in cohesion all facilitated by the vessel and the gift that the larger physicality (Big-B-Body) will give us when no longer interpreting physicality through P.

— There is a Japanese artform “Kintsugi” where broken ceramics are put back together with gold. This is a symbolism for the energy we are talking about. The idea that change occurs, and I am going to be creative in the change and express into the change cohesion in a new form.

— Our vessel offers our uniqueness an opportunity to interact with tidy cohesion of all kinds of different forms, and to have influence on that cohesion that we do not yet understand or experience. This brings VCS into the experience of physicality in BGIL.

— A VCS in the experience of physicality can only happen in Presence. The vessel is never actually in yesterday, or tomorrow, only in the here now. Presence.

— It’s not about doing or not doing things, it’s about saying no to how P wants us to be, within, while doing or not doing those things. It’s about allowing our uniqueness unfiltered by P to have a perspective on the moment, rather than inhabiting P’s reactivity to the moment (Note also we said “perspective” not “words”, “thoughts”). Fully inhabiting the reality of undistorted now, as it is, not as P interprets it, or thinks it is.

— P has constantly distorted our experience of the inherent tidiness of reality. As the experience of reality is no longer distorted by P, the inherent tidiness is revealed and feels like “Wow, Duh!”. What is tidy for one does not have to be tidy for another. It does not have to be one size fits all. It’s a magnificently complex fractal system that we are just now getting to touch.

— The invitation to each of us is to engage with our “hill42”-P topic with perspective, find the core-engine/core-fear at the heart of why it’s such a troubling subject, then explore what happens when we hold that core/engine in deep Presence rather than dancing around letting P pull our strings, and make us it’s psychological puppet. As we clear up our hill42, it really clears up so much of the insidiously limiting P that is left. Insidious P that we are just about at the point where we can shed the last of the marble chunks of, in the revelation of our Michelangelo’s David.

— To wrap up, remember: If you are feeling outsized reactions, hill42-ish, look for that “engine” of hill42, and recognize where P is tempting you into outcome and future projections and try to step out of it. Give yourself an opportunity to have a new undistorted perspective on the situation. Keep watching it and when it wants you to relive it, remember or project just remind yourself that there is nothing for you there, it’s a dry well, and that any energy put to that can be reallocated into Presence.

Four Sessions held in May 2023

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