Audio downloads of the six meetings held in April, 2012
2012 04 04 ~ 87 minutes
This session continued the exploration of being in our own energy while we share our space with others.
The Guardians pointed out the balance point within the body, the place of centeredness within
in which we can abide peacefully with uncertainty, triggers, and discomfort. They explained that we have come to the point of “What is.” They encouraged us to further explore self-discovery by dropping resistance to the NOW and being willing to allow ourselves to stay in our energy even when the society, habits, and the survival instinct tempt us to go into other people’s energy.
The Visionaries expressed that the first step of willingness to be in our own energy is the most important. The fear is not that we are afraid that it won’t work out the way we want it to, it’s the fear of “it will be more than I can handle.” They stressed the importance of our commitment to the path that we really desire and reminded us to stay committed even when our world gets bigger. As we become more conscious and the more we stay in our energy, the deeper we can stay in causeless joy.
Eloheim discussed examples from group members of staying in their own energy. Eloheim pointed out that we often run from discomfort yet abide in suffering. It’s important to use the Compare you to you tool whenever our “big thing” pops up, so that we can be aware that we are experiencing our issue from a different level.
The Girls pointed out that when we are in the discomfort it’s important not be mean to ourselves. As we go deeper into layers of unconscious patterns we need to add in a deeper focus of “don’t be mean to yourself” within our evaluation. Our truth doesn’t have to be a negative thing, we can evaluate it constructively.
Fred shed more light on Level seven, as we are heading towards non-dualistic Earth life. He expressed that we are completely rewriting the design of the Earth experiment. If we can dictate the physical surroundings from a non-dualistic perspective, knowing our wholeness and oneness , nothing is outside the realm of possibilities. Staying in our own energy is the absolute way to get there. The Council is helping us to get to that point by offering tools to support each step of the journey.
The Warrior reminded that us that if we wonder why we are here, the answer is: to KNOW the experience of this world from non-duality perspective. “Why am I?” will never serve us, “I AM” is the key of non-duality exploration.
The Matriarch closed the meeting.
2012 04 11 ~ 102 minutes
The Council has been stressing the importance of being in our own energy in the last few sessions. The teaching continues in depth with this session.
The Guardians spoke at length about being in our own energy especially while interacting with the world outside. The idea that someone else will take care of our needs and wants is a common conditioned pattern in our society. Being in our own energy needs to really sink in as we address such root assumptions energetically rather than intellectually.
Only by being in our energy we can KNOW wholeness and once we know our wholeness we can authentically experience the Oneness.
They spoke about how to be in our own energy and at the same time be compassionate about other people’s situations. All that is required is to be in our truth; by modelling in our authentic truth we give others a vibration to match.
The Visionaries reminded us that our energy fields are asking for the transformation. That “request” is answered by The Council’s detailed explanations of the importance of being centered in self. Our truth begins with “I” and the Truth is short and clear. Once we know our core truth, we can work it into every other area of our lives.
Eloheim engaged the group in a discussion of examples of being in our own energy. The group came up with interesting and challenging experiences to share. Eloheim explained that the word “but” modifies our truth energetically. They advised us to let go of using that word and instead reconstruct the expression of our truth in a more empowering way.
They also reminded that when we change habits which are conditioned from many years and alternative lifetimes, we are literally using a new part of our brain. It’s important to be patient with ourselves and use any opportunity for changing the old patterns constructively.
The Girls pointed out the terror of taking off the costume which hides our truth. The love for the SELF and the insatiable thirst for the expression of WHO WE ARE is more REAL. Even when it feels uncomfortable, physically, emotionally, habitually, commit to the constant expression of Truth.
Fred came up with a very important insight: We are not afraid of that which fascinates us. We have preconceived notions about what is safe and what is not safe. It’s very important to be aware of our preconceived notions about how the world is, or how things are going to go.
The Warrior went deep as they reminded us to be alert, aware, and to stand in the INTEGRITY of our TRUTH and presence as we confront even the most dense unconscious patterns. They illustrated an example from their childhood as they fought in courage and made it through a difficult situation with tough opposition. They gave a valuable insight – “Don’t resist or deny the truth rather Use the truth to your advantage.”
The Matriarch admired our attention to the truth of the moment. They acknowledged that the freedom to be in our truth feels very expanded.
2012-04-14 ~ 87 minutes
Eloheim and I traveled to a neighboring town to channel for a group of people new to Eloheim’s teachings. The format was Q&A with the questioners sitting in the chair next to Eloheim. The meeting was wonderful and filled with powerful information and descriptions of core Eloheim concepts.
2012-04-15 ~ Q&A with Eloheim ~ 78 minutes
Part A 0:00 → 3:44
She is triggered almost instantaneously by her mother-in-law. She will be moving in a few months. She has tried to heal this situation. Is there more to heal here, or can she just move on?
Part A 3:44 → 12:32
Things are improving in his life. A few areas seem stuck. How can he move forward?
Part A 12:32 → Part B 1:30
Could Eloheim please comment on the type of energy she is projecting now?
Part B 1:30 → 6:11
She just stopped smoking. She is past the physical withdrawals. She is feeling an “emptiness” and also back pain. Are these related to stopping the tobacco habit?
Part B 6:11 → 14:55
When she awakens in the morning, she feels like she has been berating herself for hours? How can she feel better when waking-up?
Part B 7:20 → 10:50
Internet went out. Banter and tech work.
Part B 14:55 → Part C 1:32
She would like a general message for the near future.
Eloheim sends her back to formulate a better question!
Part C 1:32 → 10:42
She was recently yelled at by a customer. She used some tools, but still got very angry. This anger has lasted over a week. She has tried the Warrior tool of “Cleansing the Wound.” She would like more insight on how to use this tool.
Eloheim suggests the Warrior tool “Step into It” instead.
Part C 10:42 → Part D 0:50
She has been learning a lot lately. She has not yet found a way for any of it to make money. She has simply started doing things she enjoys with no idea if it will make her any money. Does this feel like a good move energetically?
Part D 0:50 → 9:14
Does it look likely her friend will step into a relationship with her? She is very frustrated.
This is the “better question” from earlier.
Part D 9:14 → 12:21
She has a webinar appearance coming up in two weeks. Ideas are coming so fast she can’t remember or write them all. Please help her prepare for this amazing opportunity?
Part D 12:21 → Part E 1:06
She has a fear of outer space. Can Eloheim look at that and provide insight?
Part E 1:06 → 3:25
She dreamed that St. Peter lifted her off her feet and danced around with her. Was there some message to this?
Part E 3:40 → 9:11
He gives a long, detailed description of a dream about “oneness.” How can he explore this experience more deeply?
Part E 9:11 → 12:55
She wants to move to another state. Custody issues may prevent this. How can she stay in the moment and stop jumping to imagined outcome?
Part E 12:55 → END
She seems to have no motivation at all. Could she be missing adrenaline? Should she be doing something about this?
2012-04-18 ~ 80 minutes
I received this email in response to this meeting:
“I have struggled with addiction type issues my entire life. I was overweight as a child and had many encounters with drugs and alcohol as I got older. I am also a therapist who has a deep understanding of addiction philosophy and treatment. I have never found the magic ah ha that seemed to explain addiction to me. I have found that nutritional support does wonders for me personally and years of therapy and spiritual practice have allowed me to live basically addiction free but the underlying issue has never really been addressed.
When Eloheim spoke to an attendant at Wednesday’s meeting about the energy of “someday” it was a huge gate latch for me. I have always lived with someday. I remember as a young child tearing out pictures from the Sears catalog of homes and furniture and thinking that someday I would have a nice home/life. As an adult someday I would be happy, someday I would find love, someday I would be ok. I understood in the moment I heard Eloheim speak that the survival instinct had helped me stay here as a child by instilling the idea of someday deep inside me. It was a great gift to me then as my childhood was less then ideal.
However, as an adult it has been a huge impediment to living in the now moment and the source of deep discontent within me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for this insight. I know it will change my life.”
Summary of the Session 4-18-2012
The Guardians continued to remind us to be in our truth. They reminded that it is built into the human being to perceive life as a victim; that life is happening to us. They suggested it would be very powerful to ask continuously, “Where do I feel like a victim here?” The most effective way of dropping the habit of victim hood is to continuously “be aware” of it and to OWN it when it comes up.
The Visionaries pointed out that the only barrier to living in our own energy is forgetting to be aware of our truth. We still seem to have the energy of “I refuse to accept the uncertainty about (such and such) in my life.”
Eloheim pointed out to be really aware of “preconceived notions” and “wanting a certain outcome.” They reminded us that the tools, What’s my left eye brow doing? and I refuse to give this moment away help us to come back to the moment.
It’s our responsibility to not agree with body’s adrenalin, fear-based responses. Eloheim advises to catch ourselves and observe when we are tempted to do so.
The Girls spoke about the tool, I deserve and asked us to be really conscious of all the reasons that survival instinct brings up to hold us back from living our truth; in observing the survival instinct, we take away its power. Use the tool, What is, is as the truth that allows us to grow rather than resisting what is.
Fred shared an interesting insight. He asked us to imagine the vastness of the universe and then imagine the smallest nature of the molecular world at the same time. When we do that we get to see that all the daily problems we as humans face are put in their appropriate position in the wholeness scale.
The Warrior reminded that most of the experiences in which we emanate our truth, set boundaries by staying in our own energy are not life or death situations, especially in the way our current society is designed. This awareness can help us to be at ease with our survival instinct and help us stay in our own energy. We are being trained to meet our triggers and uncertainty in a healthy way rather than habitual way. When we walk in this fashion, community gathers around us because of the emanation we offer.
The Matriarch gently asked us to remember every moment to NOT to give away this moment for anything other than for emanating our truth.
If we can do it here together in the conscious community that means we can do it alone as well.
2012-04-25 – 99 minutes
The most important need of the current times is staying in our own energy and the Council continues to guide us further into living from that place.
The Guardians acknowledged the presence of our heart chakra emanation. They asked us to give ourselves the permission and opportunity to use everything as a learning experience. These ideas create within us the space for discovery and exploration of self. As we look into the world and see triggers, know that they are our teachers and an opportunity to learn about our self. This facilitates us accessing Level 6. (Level 6 is: What trigger?)
The Visionaries spoke about the consistency we are now experiencing in our emanation as we take our truth to the world. Its not about “Am I in my power?” It is now: “I AM in my Truth” which is a very powerful place. They further encouraged us to notice our energetic emanation as we interact with people in the world and ask, “What are they showing me about me?”
Eloheim explained more about the heart chakra, reminding us that the 4th chakra is, “YOU experiencing the world.” They pointed out that we often associate emotions of heart break, sadness and loss with the heart chakra but they are really memories and energetics. They are the memories which resist what IS. The heart chakra is more about knowing of self and delighting in our truth and experiences. When we accept what is, we might experience some physical pain yet we allow ourselves to move towards transformation and healing. There is NEW learning. If when we are in memory we are in the loop of the resistance and suffering. The choice for consciousness is challenging, but familiar suffering is never ending.
An effective affirmation and realization is, “Some kind of a disastrous blockage thing to my
plans is no longer the interesting place. It’s more fascinating for things to work out and have to experience that new place of worked out.”
Eloheim also addressed body issues. They discussed reprogramming body responses and changing the relationship to body’s habitual responses, especially pain and fear. This is a very important key to staying in our own energy.
The Girls enhanced the point of respecting, loving, and using the wisdom of our bodies by making the most of the body’s experience and remembering to be in appreciation of being incarnated in to physical form.
Fred pointed out about the spontaneous nature of souls and the Earth experience is chosen by souls who are of an extremely curious nature.
The Warrior explained that coming to Earth is considered “rocking the establishment” in the soul world. By coming to earth we are up for spontaneity and surprises as we go fulfilling our desired experiences.
The Matriarch reminded us about the beauty of the step-by-step process. Taking smaller steps and breaking it into pieces and exploring that in a way that it does not ask so much of us. Being present to that small step is how we influence the passage of time.