We had a wonderful Q&A with Eloheim. Eloheim took the opportunity to include a long discussion of the heart chakra and a preview of the work we will do on the root chakra.
Audio from all five channeling sessions held in September 2011
Questions answered 9-18-2011
Please talk to me about the energy of my addictive patterns – especially with food, shopping and smoking. In particular I would like to give up smoking now because I feel it no longer is the truth of me and yet there seems to be many fears about letting it go.
For what purpose did I choose to endow my personality (current and alternative ones too) with the strong dislike of children? What was I hoping to learn from this? I have a crop of theories about this but I’d like to hear what you have to tell me about me.
I would love to shift completely into my heart and be able to very consistently live life from that space, navigating from my heart, from my higher self and intuitive knowing. I am feeling challenged with this, and yet it seems the key to everything for me. Do you have some guidance for me in how to help myself get there? I do various spiritual practices, meditation, energy hygiene with myself, etc. What am I missing on this?
I would like your advice on how to deal with my new boss. He has owned his construction company for the past 30 years and I’ve been working there for 5 months. I am the only female on a staff of 20 men. He pushes my buttons and boundaries by yelling at me for something he thinks I’ve done wrong, when I haven’t, then he usually ends it by cursing at me and then hangs up or walks away. I feel inadequate and like I’m 8 years old again. I usually close down, go speechless and don’t say anything at all. After a few minutes I get angry and then act very cold towards him when I have to interact with him. There is no going back and re-visiting any of this with him, he doesn’t want to hear it. Now I am constantly walking on eggshells around him because I am not sure what I am going to be blamed for or yelled at next.
Does this no more blueprint thingy have any impact on our ability to manifest? Best thing for me to focus on now?
What’s stopping me from organizing myself and decluttering my space? I seem to be shuffling paper all the time and somehow I know I am stopping myself from getting on with things that I say I want to do, such as doing my website.
Now that I am divorced and have moved and have been at my job for 6 months …I have a strong urge in me that I want more for myself and I deserve more. My job is good for me because of the pay and now I want a job that’s good for me because I have passion for it. I want more and am uncertain about what that MORE is. I want a new job and can’t find anything that I am passionate about to point me in the right direction. The only thing that I currently have passion for is consciousness studies. Can you look at my energy and see if I am showing you anything that would give me some direction or uncover a passion I may be overlooking.
I am having difficulty expressing a constructive comment to one of my Father’s caretakers. The caretaker is short and strong using his strength to lift my father in his chair with a non-verbal reprimand expressed toward my father’s recurring squirming and bad posture. The caretaker is not fluent in English, and he cares for another tall male who does not understand language anymore. I am hesitant to talk to his employer before approaching him. What is my static and internal conflict here?